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Livin the dream...roadtrippin through life with the law of attraction! A world filled with family, friends, adventure, and pure joy! followin my bliss wherever it leads me!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Relationships--conflict as the secret gift of the universe....

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You are a team in your Soul's Expansion!

Someone recently commented on my long marriage and asked me about our success...they also asked how to see clearly relationship issues full of conflict and how to avoid them…I looked at them in a puzzled way, because i had never wanted to AVOID anything in my relationship with my Poppi--what ever had to happen, had to happen in order to build this wonderful friendship that has given us both so much LOVE and JOY and GROWTH....so, here was my answer...

one thing that always helps ME whenever i experience relationship contrast is to look at it from the non-physical perspective of everything really is perfect...

and the person "doing me wrong" is really part of my own shared inner being that LOVES me so much it is giving me the contrast, situation or event i desired to experience in order to shoot off rockets of desire for change...

and i will say, that looking back over a 25 year relationship with my husband, it has been a roller coaster--and i realize that there was indeed a pattern of internal contrast--expansion=--plateau--external contrast--pulling together into a deeper tighter relationship--resolution--gratitude--plateau--internal contrast...expansion...

etc. etc....and so on and so on--always evolving...as two mountain climbers inch their way up the frozen mountain face...sometimes pushing, sometimes pulling, sometimes climbing, sometimes scrambling for a foot or hand hold...but always exhilarated, and moving steadily upwards to the summit--into the light...to find the success of overcoming--only to climb back down and start again some other day....there IS no end...it is always evolving...and it never gets done...even at the end of this life...there is more--and generally, you can bet that if you have a deep relationship with someone that brings you great JOY and great consternation--you will be spending more lifetimes with that soulmate...cause its DELICIOUS and exciting and productive...

i am NOT saying that sometimes, to love yourself or because you are vibrating differently that leaving a relationship is not the right thing to do--i am just trying to put into perspective that contrast in a relationship is a gift--

the minute my marriage stops giving me contrast is the minute we stop growing--and the relationship ceases to have meaning....it loses its reason for being...

with the pain, comes the joy--and i am thankful for it all--

and i am loving to see how all of you who have suffered previously are REALLY getting into alignment, and shooting off desires for what you REALLY want--because contrast helps you FOCUS more keenly on what you really truly want in a relationship, in a soul mate, in anything....and what you want can come in the form of who you are already with, or it can come in the form of someone else...its all about focusing on the essence of what you want--through the gift of contrast that other souls lovingly bestow on you...


This knowing...this viewing contrast as a gift can be so freeing! Its also wonderful to understand--to really get to the meat of the idea that EVERY piece of contrast that you encounter is there because YOU desired it--from the non-physical perspective--YOU choose to expand! and you requested the expansion and other soulmates lined up and offered to give you the contrast you chose! So, you will feel such a huge sense of relief to know that what is coming was lovingly planned--and you will go through it much more smoothly becuase you will be ALLOWING and reaching for the honed desire and putting that out to the universe and knowing beyond all doubt that what you desire shall be yours--in life, in love, in health, in abundance...in all aspects of your wonderful existence...

how wicked rockin is that????

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

Playing at life, in Real Life….

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YOU CAME HERE TO HAVE FUN!!!!

With great anticipation of what was to come, you said YES to life, a thousand times YES, and in you came, incarnating into another physical lifetime. Now that you know about soul-groups, it’s obvious that you did indeed choose your parents, and they choose you as well to be a part of their Life Play, but while the Life Plays intersect, they are in no way dependant on each other for anything other than the bare bones of the scenario. You get to decide what you want to DO and how you want to BE within the context of the basic life scenario that you chose, and through the law of attraction, you drew into your life, people (often soul mates), things, experiences, places and even animals (who are also part of your soul-group, and often, even part of your own soul!) that would help you to enact the Life Play scenario that you had chosen and allow you to experience the things you wanted to gain wisdom on and create further desires for MORE.

From the very earliest moments of your life, you were a powerful creator of your reality. Your desires, from a soul perspective, set forth before you even came into this world, influenced all that you felt, all that you experienced, how you were treated, where you went and who you interacted with. You influenced your social status, your race and ethnicity, how your parents, brothers and sisters, teachers and friends acted towards you, and where you lived in the wide world.

Since you also agreed to participate in the Life Plays of other soul-group members, you were witness to their revolving struggles and joys in life, while you continued to have experiences based on your personal Life Play scenario which became your Path and your Truth. Every major life experience has been coordinated in order to give you more information, more data, more wisdom and more desire based on the Path that you chose.

It’s also interesting to note that while YOU are experiencing life and expanding your own personal wisdom and soul wisdom, you are also sending back to the divine realm information about the physical plane and helping the universe to expand in a richer, more textured, more detailed version of itself. You are helping, through your life experiences, and your thoughts, desires and creations to expand the entire universe, because you are indeed Divinity focused in a physical body!

So, how much more detailed would the information sent back to source energy be on any given topic or situation, if MORE THAN ONE physical being were sending it back? Exponentially more detailed, my dear friends! Instead of experiencing an event, and sending a one-sided “accounting” of the situation and the desires it created, when two or more soul mates experience together, they are all sending back their own personal “accounting” of the situation and desires it created, and Divine Source is responding to them ALL and thus expands out in many different directions, and includes all the variations of desires and creations, instead of just one. You could liken the situation to a comparision of a flat cartoon graphic and a three dimensional clay model of the event. Obviously, the more data Source collects from individually focused spiritual beings here in the physical plane, the more Source can expand based on the desires of all involved.


OH how that wicked ROCKS!!! the Universe LOVES to play--it loves to mix it up--and then it loves to pour it out--all over us LUCKY spritual/physical beings! ENJOY~!!!

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Saturday, March 15, 2008

who i really am....losing and finding myself again...

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Life is all about the journey not the destination!


I kind of jumped into this blogging thing assuming that most of the folks who were visiting knew a little bit about me....well, as the universe would have it, more and more folks are connecting with the energy here, and i thought it fitting to give a WEEEEEE bit of background into who i am and what i would like to do here in my happy corner of the bloggerverse....


As a small child, I always followed my joy....and when i did that, things would always turn out the way i wanted them too...and life was indeed magical....indeed thrilling...and i was a happy being, full of imagination and enthusiasm for life....ofcourse, this way of being got me into trouble with those who thought they could show me how to live life according to the script that society has set forth for young women in America in the latter part of the 20th century...

I grew up in a family that was living the AMERICAN DREAM. Both my parents were immigrants to this country, and came here with little more than their education, the clothes on their back and a dream that they could do anything they put their mind to. While they saw their lack of understanding of American culture as a disability, I view it, in retrospect as something that greatly benefited me in my development as a strong being. I lived with a passionate and emotional family where creativity was encouraged, but self-sufficiency was expected. I had big dreams, which were eventually shifted and curtailed as i integrated into society. Some of my newly revised dreams were influenced by what I thought my parents wanted for me ( i wanted to please them because they loved me and i loved them), and others influenced by what society expected of young women coming of age at that time.

Even though I didn’t achieve some parts of my dream, I did achieve others, graduating from college and creating a successful career, personal relationships and material success. I also gladly gave many of them up in order to get married and have a family. Along that path, I put who I was on the back burner and offered all my love, all my support, all my care and creativity to my children and my family, working long hours at a career in the advertising industry that had long ago lost its luster for me, coming home to create the perfect household, tend to my children and be supportive for my husband. Beyond the basics of self maintenance, I was not at all thinking of my needs or desires or dreams in the equation that had become my life, because that is what was expected of me in a society that worships the young and wild, but still pointedly assumed a transition to “family first” for women as they marry and raise children. I got on with the busy work of life, and ignored the lonely hole that was developing at the core of my being. I worried a bit about that lonely spot, but tried to blow it off as just me being silly, because I was basically happy with the trappings of a successful life, and lucky to have a great husband and supportive family. It was not until much later that I realized that that loneliness was ME longing for contact with who I really was, my true self and my own independent spirit, which had always followed its own bliss, but was not being stiffled by what others wanted and expected.

That’s when fate dealt me a strong blow, or so I thought, when I became debilitatingly ill with Lymes Disease. Speaking with doctors and suffering through treatment, I settled into a hopelessness and depression that this was all my life would be. In retrospect, this seeming crisis actually set me on a path to personal growth that far exceeded any dreams I had for myself previously.

Along this path, I have learned above all else, to put myself FIRST, selfishly, solely and completely FIRST in line when it comes to any thing I do. I have also, in the long periods of time that it took for me to recover and completely erase the illness from my body, spent many hours following my heart in the exploration of all spiritual paths that felt good to me. I finally and completely released myself from meeting any requirements that society expected of me and eclectically put together a life that has brought me a great reawakening of who I really am, and led me consistently farther and farther along the path to where my joy and bliss resides.

In my meanderings and exploration of finding what brought me elation, I came across many wonderful truths from a wide variety of teachings and beliefs. Some are as ancient as this world, others relatively new, and still others, recycled and expanded versions of older truths. It is with immense joy that I share this sampling of various teachings with you, and my personal realizations for expanding my life that have brought me to know myself completely. I am confident that at the completion of reading these musings, that you will feel a tug to begin exploring more fully who YOU really are and allow that person more complete acceptance and expression in your life.

First, I will tell you what this blog is NOT. It is not a blog about blaming society, or blaming our mothers and fathers, or blaming our husbands or wives, or blaming our children, or blaming ourselves for where we are and what we are feeling.

This blog is about understanding that WE create it all for ourselves and we can RE-create it all again for ourselves, if we aren’t happy with where we are! Its also about reconnecting with the universal wisdom of our souls and using the natural laws of the universe to create a dynamic life where you can be yourself and enjoy miraculous relationships with others and satisfy EVERYONE by satisfying yourself FIRST…I will go over ways you can refine your view of the world and tools you can use to create the life you dream of having. A life where you are the centerpiece in the lovely display that is your universe.

So sit back, get comfy, put the kids to bed, take the phone off the hook and enjoy YOUR time reconnecting with YOU….its gonna be a wicked rockin journey!

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Friday, March 14, 2008

happy birthday to MEEE....happy birthday to MEEE





OH, i woke in such a joyous mood today! its my birthday! and i was so filled with gratitude to the universe for all the wonderful fun adventures i have had in this incarnation. It really is a joy to be ME in this body right NOW at this time in the world....so, i thought i would do a rampage of appreciation--one of my favorite Abraham processes--on my life and times here roadtrippin through the universe...

I love this world--and all that are in it
I love who i am--the silly and the profound
I love where i am--by the ocean, on an island, by the city, in the green forest...
I love who i am with--my parents, who taught me so much, and gave me the lessons i needed to learn, my husband, who knew me the first time he saw me and has shared this roadtrip with me, my beautiful daughters, who shine like a light from heaven and create and have fun and just love being, my dearest friends, who have come to me from all over the world, connecting as the universe has bent over backwards to bring them to me!!!
I love the things that interest me--abraham, the abeforum, this lovely blog, rock and roll, blue oyster cult! traveling, cooking, reading, yoga, you name it, i will try it and usually love it!
I love that i can laugh, and look at life as the game that it is...
I love that i can look at pain as the gift that it is
I love that i am abundant in many ways-health, wealth, joy, gratitude, wisdom
I love that every day brings me something new to ponder, something new to experience
I love that i am curious
I love that i LOVE....

happy birthday to me...i love me, i am a beloved child of the universe...I deserve all the abundance of the universe and anything else that tickles my fancy--this is a wonderful place to be!!!and i WICKED ROCK!!! :)

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Thursday, March 13, 2008

So how do you expand the universe through your Life Plays?

a smile from the universe!
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From your very limited human perspective, you see your life experiences as happening TO you and most likely beyond your control, but obviously, from your small degree of focus, you have yet to discover that you are literally creating the world with your thoughts and desires.

Have any of you seen a crystal forming, or frost spreading across glass on a cold winter’s night? You see that on one side of the crystal, there is nothingness...blank space, and on the other side there is the ice crystal formed, pattern intact, singularly beautiful and unique. At the edge, there are tiny needles shooting out, every which way, in no apparent pattern, darting here and there, crossing each other, becoming thicker and thicker, moving one way and then another until they cross so much that the randomness disappears and the pattern comes forth. Again, similar to what came before, but unique in its own way.

That seemingly simple, divinely beautiful, yet exceedingly complex process exactly mirrors how humans, through their desires for more, expand their souls and the universe. The universe simply cannot expand without the physical life force experiencing situations, which create desires for different and expanded experience, which issues requests for more to the universe (the ice needles) which are then focused upon, and energy is added to them and they become part of the REALITY that you desire.

Most folks are sitting in the middle of the frost, its observable reality, its comfortable, it’s there. Life shows them some intensity that creates desires in them for change, but the change is slower, their overall creative energy slower. It’s a comfortable life, but their degree of enjoyment from creating an intensely passionate life with the subsequent expansion of their soul and soul group and the universe is much smaller. Others may feel frozen as if in a rut or groove of the ice crystal, and feel unable to create the energy and passion needed to jump the tracks and manifest the life they truly desire. It’s always wonderful to know that the law of attraction is eternally working, no matter where you are in your life, and you can instantly decide to make a change just by focusing on the things you truly desire. The universe will summon forth all that is necessary for the creation, as long as you follow your happiness and honor your own personal Truth.

Some folks are more conscious of the creation process and closer to the defining edge of the creation--in the frosty pattern that is beginning to develop. They are the ones experiencing great intensity in their lives, and they are the ones sending out those ice fingers, requesting more from the universe, with their positive energy and focus, affecting the expansion of the universe through their desires and the Future path of ALL THAT IS.


So, we as humans are standing on the frontier of the universe, creating physically and through our desires for MORE, energy is being stored and vibrations are being pushed up and up and up--and matter...is literally being formed out of nothing but thought and energy.

For things to CHANGE--for a desire to be created in the physical realm, the level of vibration has to raise enough TO MAINTAIN THAT CHANGE AND CREATION in the physical realm. It is not enough to CREATE the change--you have to have the momentum to maintain the change.

This is why things do not just appear out of thin air when you desire them, though, if you truly believed it could be so, it would happen. As you develop and practice more skills for conscious living, you will learn to actively focus your energy and increase the vibration of manifestation more quickly, by releasing any beliefs that are holding you back, and by constantly looking to feel good about where you are and where you are going.

It’s also important to note a very interesting phenomenon in this physical dimension. Every single person has their own reality, and you can only truly see your own, because you can only get into your own head. No matter how much you know someone else, how long you have known them, how much you have shared and even if you have known them their entire life, you cannot ever share every single moment and thought they are having. Each has come into this world with different perceptions, abilities, perceived biases and a chosen Life Play to enact, and all of these things are valid and acceptable for them alone, just as yours are such for you. When we accept that no two people see things exactly the same way, we realize what a moot point it would be to try and get others to see our points of view and accept them as their own. They CANT! They can only see their own point of view. They may empathize with you, or dissuade you, but the best position would be to accept you as you are and allow you your views, just as that would be the perfect stance for you in all physical interactions. Imagine how wonderful it would be to live in a world where all views were allowed, and no one asked anyone else to change in order for the other to feel comfortable and safe.

Divine Source has also set it up this way from the earliest time to ensure a broad range of viewpoints, experience, desire and a varied asking for MORE. This stimulates continued Universal expansion in many directions and keeps everything divinely balanced. If we all had the same reality, the same experiences and desires, the expansion would be one dimensional and unsustainable, but because of the wide variety of Life Plays, we are all experiencing different things and asking for more in a multitude of areas.

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

update on the abeforum

for those of you wondering, the abe forum took a major crash. David is currently doing his best to retrieve it, but posts and information may be lost. If you talk to people who are wondering, please give them this website address so they can check in for updates. Steph and i are in the process of putting together a forum for LOA roadtrippers, and i will be posting information on that soon. All are welcome and all conversations allowed. :) hugs to you all and i will keep you posted! alex.

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How you came to be YOU then you… your soul group, family, youth and life experiences..

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We are all one family we are all ONE!


First, an introduction to your soul, soul mates and soul-group—even though they have known you forever!

Long before you incarnated into the body that you now inhabit, you came into conscious being as a shining silver and gold string of light and love energy. You were pure love, pure energy and pure consciousness. You knew you were YOU and you knew that you were not alone, because you were intertwined with many many other similar soul strands that formed different branches, many interweaving to form roots and ultimately the trunk of the tree of universal source energy that is the life force of creation in the universe.

You had the ability to focus your thoughts and energy and through the law of attraction, which operates in both the physical and non-physical dimensions of the universe, you were able to use your creativity and desire to manifest into the physical.

You found it so very enticing to know “Who You Really Are”, which is a piece of divine source energy with the magnificent power to create anything you desire from your own thoughts and focus. You also knew that you, and all your connected souls, each linked by the thin silver threads of source energy, expanded the entire universe with your desires and creations. You literally stretched the boundaries of what was, what was indeed possible, and created out of nothing but thought and desire things that were once impossible.

This true creative power was so intoxicating to you, that you desired to use it again and again in an ever changing environment so you could experience different scenarios in the physical plane and develop new desires and create new things. Since you are an eternal being, the idea of using one lifetime did not seem enjoyable to you, for you wished to use this creative power again and again, adding each time, a perfect pearl of life incarnation to the strand of soul energy that remained at the core, eternal, always safe, always protected and always pure divinity.

Since you wanted each incarnation to be fresh, and since you so enjoyed discovering over and over your VAST creative power and your own exciting soul identity, you chose to come into the physical plane with a type of amnesia related to your power, so you could see it as freshly as a new born baby would see it.

Of course, you were far from a new born baby, because each incarnation you lived, provided you with vast knowledge and experience that focused your desires and expanded your soul and all of that wisdom and knowledge were available to you. With each incarnation, you were literally MORE than you were before, and so was the universe.

You moved through these lives and continue to move through these lives, but you do not do it alone. You are accompanied on your journey to a varying degree by soul mates, which are members of your original soul branch and are bound close to you vibrationally, as two gold strands are twined together on a necklace. There are many soul mates on a soul branch, and in each lifetime, they may play different roles. Sometimes one of your soul mates is your sister, another time, your mother, another time a lover. Many people believe that there is only one soul mate in this world for each person, and this is completely the opposite of what is true. There are countless soul mates, and most if not all of your immediate family are members of your soul-group. If you encounter a non-related individual who is a soul mate, you will feel a very strong sense of knowing them before, and either a very strong sense of friendship and love, or anger and distain. Soul mates can be here to give us the greatest love or show us the hardest time! During each lifetime they are there for you, and you for them to help you live out the scenarios that you thought you would enjoy during this incarnation. These are the soul beings who love you eternally, unconditionally and enthusiastically, and they will always answer YES to you when you ask from the soul perspective for them to participate in your life so you can experience a life situation that will expand your soul into ever growing knowledge of the world and the universe.

You are here to have experiences. As I said previously, there are no good or bad experiences or choices, there are only experiences and choices and it is your view of them that polarizes them. From the soul’s perspective, that knows there is no real death, that you can come back again and again, that the soul is always protected and nothing bad can happen to it or damage it because it is pure eternal divine energy, all experience is enthusiastically embraced and accepted. Additionally, a soul knows exactly what they are going to run into when they choose to come into the physical, and the universe never forces any soul to come into a life that they did not choose, that they did not excitedly anticipate and take part in creating.

As you pondered in the non-physical realm, the life that you wished to live, you chose the basic scenario, not the complete day to day details. You chose specific experiences you wanted to have that would create great desire within you for specific outcomes, and you asked your soul-group for assistance in creating these experiences in the physical plane. You created the outline for this LIFE PLAY and you lovingly assigned roles to those soul mates that would be incarnating with you or rendezvousing with you along the path you had chosen during this life. You all then looked for ways to assist each other so that all soul mates could grow and expand during the life time. All was planned with excited anticipation of the incarnation, the experiences, the desires, the creations and the ultimate expansion of the soul, soul-group and universe it would entail.

So, within any given soul-group, some individual soul strands with their own distinct personality and eternal consciousness will have a PART of their energy incarnated into the physical and some will not. The majority of the soul energy that is YOU remains in the realm of the divine and observes life on earth from the wider perspective of source energy.

The physical being gains the wisdom, energy and knowledge it needs by listening to the voice of soul and spirit within them, which is represented in many different ways. The voice of source may come in signs from the physical environment, such as bird song, a special book, a flower or a turn in the weather. The voice of source may be a real whispered word heard with the inner ear of your being. It is always represented by the way you feel, because your emotions are a direct indicator of your TRUTH at any given time, and your soul always keeps an EYE on your TRUTH. If you divert from your truth in the physical, your soul will always point you in the direction of your divine intentions that you set forth before incarnating, by giving you very strong emotional signals. You will always know when you are squarely on your life path because you will feel an amazing elation within your being that says YES—this is MY TRUTH and it is wonderful!

You come into this world over and over again to experience as many different life scenarios as you wish. From your current perspective, as a physical human, some of the life choices of others may seem more or less desirable to you. From the perspective of source, they are ALL good because they all create a desire for MORE. When you no longer desire MORE, you will move back into the realm of soul energy and cast off this present physical incarnation as easily as if it were a set of clothing. You will not miss this life, you will not miss the individuals who were in this life, because their souls will always be with you in your soul-group and your energy will forever be intertwined, one lifetime after another, experiencing life, choosing and creating desires and expanding the universe with each Life Play you enact.

Since the soul knows that nothing can harm it, and life in the physical is a temporary thing in the scheme of eternity, it may choose to live a life filled with bliss, or a life filled with fear, or a life filled with fame, or a life filled with disease. These are all valid choices for a soul that knows these are simply temporary incarnations or LIFE PLAYS, just as you may choose to go to a scary movie for the thrill of it, or think about living on a high mountain in Tibet. From the souls eternal perspective, its exactly the same thing, because the soul knows that there is only divine love energy surrounding it and the total support of the universe to experience any physical life scenario it chooses so as to gain wisdom, empathy, focus desires and ultimately expand.

So how do you expand the universe through your Life Plays?

From your very limited human perspective, you see your life experiences as happening TO you and most likely beyond your control, but obviously, from your small degree of focus, you have yet to discover that you are literally creating the world with your thoughts and desires.

Have any of you seen a crystal forming, or frost spreading across glass on a cold winter’s night? You see that on one side of the crystal, there is nothingness...blank space, and on the other side there is the ice crystal formed, pattern intact, singularly beautiful and unique. At the edge, there are tiny needles shooting out, every which way, in no apparent pattern, darting here and there, crossing each other, becoming thicker and thicker, moving one way and then another until they cross so much that the randomness disappears and the pattern comes forth. Again, similar to what came before, but unique in its own way.

That seemingly simple, divinely beautiful, yet exceedingly complex process exactly mirrors how humans, through their desires for more, expand their souls and the universe. The universe simply cannot expand without the physical life force experiencing situations, which create desires for different and expanded experience, which issues requests for more to the universe (the ice needles) which are then focused upon, and energy is added to them and they become part of the REALITY that you desire.

Most folks are sitting in the middle of the frost, its observable reality, its comfortable, it’s there. Life shows them some intensity that creates desires in them for change, but the change is slower, their overall creative energy slower. It’s a comfortable life, but their degree of enjoyment from creating an intensely passionate life with the subsequent expansion of their soul and soul group and the universe is much smaller. Others may feel frozen as if in a rut or groove of the ice crystal, and feel unable to create the energy and passion needed to jump the tracks and manifest the life they truly desire. It’s always wonderful to know that the law of attraction is eternally working, no matter where you are in your life, and you can instantly decide to make a change just by focusing on the things you truly desire. The universe will summon forth all that is necessary for the creation, as long as you follow your happiness and honor your own personal Truth.

Some folks are more conscious of the creation process and closer to the defining edge of the creation--in the frosty pattern that is beginning to develop. They are the ones experiencing great intensity in their lives, and they are the ones sending out those ice fingers, requesting more from the universe, with their positive energy and focus, affecting the expansion of the universe through their desires and the Future path of ALL THAT IS.


So, we as humans are standing on the frontier of the universe, creating physically and through our desires for MORE, energy is being stored and vibrations are being pushed up and up and up--and matter...is literally being formed out of nothing but thought and energy.

For things to CHANGE--for a desire to be created in the physical realm, the level of vibration has to raise enough TO MAINTAIN THAT CHANGE AND CREATION in the physical realm. It is not enough to CREATE the change--you have to have the momentum to maintain the change.

This is why things do not just appear out of thin air when you desire them, though, if you truly believed it could be so, it would happen. As you develop and practice more skills for conscious living, you will learn to actively focus your energy and increase the vibration of manifestation more quickly, by releasing any beliefs that are holding you back, and by constantly looking to feel good about where you are and where you are going.

It’s also important to note a very interesting phenomenon in this physical dimension. Every single person has their own reality, and you can only truly see your own, because you can only get into your own head. No matter how much you know someone else, how long you have known them, how much you have shared and even if you have known them their entire life, you cannot ever share every single moment and thought they are having. Each has come into this world with different perceptions, abilities, perceived biases and a chosen Life Play to enact, and all of these things are valid and acceptable for them alone, just as yours are such for you. When we accept that no two people see things exactly the same way, we realize what a moot point it would be to try and get others to see our points of view and accept them as their own. They CANT! They can only see their own point of view. They may empathize with you, or dissuade you, but the best position would be to accept you as you are and allow you your views, just as that would be the perfect stance for you in all physical interactions. Imagine how wonderful it would be to live in a world where all views were allowed, and no one asked anyone else to change in order for the other to feel comfortable and safe.

Divine Source has also set it up this way from the earliest time to ensure a broad range of viewpoints, experience, desire and a varied asking for MORE. This stimulates continued Universal expansion in many directions and keeps everything divinely balanced. If we all had the same reality, the same experiences and desires, the expansion would be one dimensional and unsustainable, but because of the wide variety of Life Plays, we are all experiencing different things and asking for more in a multitude of areas.

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Monday, March 10, 2008

Energize me baby…with all the colors of the rainbow!



A. Your halo is showing….Auras and energy bodies

When you gaze upon a religious painting of Jesus or any of the ancient saints, you will see a round halo of gold or silver often painted into the portrait, indicating the divine nature of the subject. We imagine angels with sparkling halos as well, demonstrating how holy and good they are.

Well, guess what? We all have halos! That’s only the start of the magnificent energy system that is present in your body, and this energy system is sending out feelers into the universe, and taking in other energy and interpreting it for our personal use. WE all have a physical body, an energy body and a spiritual body, and each sees and interacts with the universe in different ways.

Ancient Yogic traditions in India first began to chart these energy centers that they called Chakras, centuries ago. Chinese medicinal systems also chart energy meridians in the body called Chi points thousands of years ago. Most western medicine and spiritual practices understood the need for the physical being to know about and take care of their energy body as a way to maintain health and high vibration.

As I have already discussed, we are vibrational energy, and our physical bodies are vibrating at a lower rate of frequency because we are dense physical matter operating on a physical plane (think of a thermometer and use it as a guage to judge the differences in vibration, the lower the temperature, the lower the vibration, the lower the energy—your body is about 98 degrees Fahrenheit). The next level of vibration that is attached to your physical body and covers it is your AURA and that is vibrating at a much higher rate because it is energy matter operating on an energy plane (lets say about 103 degrees Fahrenheit), and this Aura deals with incoming and outgoing energy communication within the physical and emotional plane. It is also called the Etherial body and it is a direct energy protection system for the physical body. Vibrating even higher and more diffuse from the body is the Emotional body (at about 106 degrees Fahrenheit on a thermometer) and this is the energy area where your thoughts are beginning to interact with Universal energy consciousness and create the manifestations of your desires. Vibrating even higher than that is the Mental body (at about 110 degrees Fahrenheit on the thermometer) and this is where your physical incarnation is directly intersecting with your own spiritual being.

Many traditions get even more detailed with the layers of energy contained in the transformation from the physical body into the spiritual realms. You can imagine all these energy layers as concentric circles surrounding the body and radiating out pure divine energy from the body, and receiving pure divine energy into the body in a dynamic flow that is constantly moving and constantly being interpreted by both the physical body, the direct environment of other individuals and earth matter, and the universe in general.

Since I want to keep it simple, suffice it to say, that these energy bodies exist to your benefit, and we will look more closely at the AURA energy, which is the level that anyone can see with the naked eye. I will list some reading materials at the end of the book that can help you accomplish this task if you choose to do so. It really is quite a fun thing to do!

Your Aura is like an energy bubble around you, and it indicates to the world your predominant vibration. Since vibrational energy can be interpreted as light energy, it will show up as a color. Each color is representative of a specific focus or general life path, and you can go online or review the suggested reading to find out more specifics.

The Aura is the first line of contact for the physical body. You can FEEL it when someone enters your Aura, or you are receiving energy from outside of yourself. When someone comes into your Aura that you are not comfortable with, it will feel as if they are standing too close to you, or your space is being violated, and this is definitely true, because their energy is intermingling with yours at a very close range. You can also feel tremendous calm, love and relief when someone you are close to comes into your energy field because your energies are mingling and it feels very good.

Your Aura is what keeps your energy your own and allows you to pick and choose who’s energy you allow into your divine space. Your Aura senses energy coming in and then interprets it based on a soul level and gives you a gentle nudge, by the way you are feeling as to whether this energy is something that is wanted or unwanted. I am sure you can all remember when someone gave you a “bad vibe” or someone made you “vibe high”. This is all your wonderful Aura’s doing! Your Aura is the first line of your intuition, which I will discuss in greater detail in a subsequent chapter.

You can practice feeling the Aura, by sitting quietly and rubbing your palms together vigorously for a few seconds…then face the palms together at about a 2 foot distance, close your eyes and slowly bring the palms together. You will feel a very distinct change in the air between your hands, almost as if you are touching a warm cushion of air that bulges as you press into it.

You can also stand across the room from a playmate and with your hands extended, palms facing outward, walk towards each other until you feel a warm sensation in the center of your palms. You have reached the outer edge of their denser energy fields and you can FEEL the increased vibration as you walk into it—you can continue closer and you will notice more levels of warmth and feelings of connection as you come closer and move through each of their energy bodies.

You can also charge your aura by imagining rainbow colored light pouring out of your head like a fountain, cascading down the bubble that represents your aura and coming back into the body at the feet. This is a very rejuvenative and energizing practice that can be done at the end of the day to bring peace and contentment back into the body and washes away any residual energy that is of a lower vibration.

If you feel that you are in a situation where your Aura is being taxed or energy is coming into your aura that you are not sure of, you can immediately close the aura, by crossing your ankles one over the other and making the OK sign with your thumb and forefinger on each hand and intertwining the two circles. This can be done in private or in public as it is rather discrete, and you will immediately feel a sense of peaceful disconnection where you can then focus your desire, through the law of attraction on a more harmonious continuation of the situation and an increase in personal energy.

Exploring our Aura and energy body is so cool because it makes you realize you are MUCH bigger than you think you are, and you are interacting with the environment and the universe in many more ways than just using your five senses. This can bring a huge sense of self confidence, knowing that the energy system is there and working on your behalf even when you are not actively engaging it.

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Saturday, March 8, 2008

First, lets get some spiritual basics out of the way…

(each day is another opportunity to align with the universe and live the life you dream of!)


I am not here to change your views on things, but to share MY views on things with you that I have garnered from my life, my innate wisdom and communications with my inner being or soul as to what is really going on here on earth and in the universe.

I have been blessed with many wonderful teachers and I began on a spiritual path that led me through organized religion to more general spirituality and universal beliefs to a place where I feel very comfortable spiritually, and when I think of these things, it rings true in my heart.

That is the ONE thing I want all of you to take from these musings, more than anything else. Whenever you hear anything, or regard anything, I want you to focus on how it makes you feel. If it feels good to YOU then it is in agreement with your TRUTH. If it does not feel good to YOU then it is not in agreement with your TRUTH at that moment. It may come into agreement with your truth as you evolve spiritually, or it may never come into agreement with your truth. Either way, it is perfectly OK.

The reason for this is that each and every one of us has our OWN truth and our OWN reality, and we are the sole creators of that reality. What is right for one person is not right for someone else, and that is perfect because the universe is all about allowing each and every one of us our own path through this life.

It may be very hard for you to grasp at first that there are no rights or wrongs that apply to everyone. If you look at society and religion, you will see many things that you have been told are universal truths, Does and Don’ts that you have to follow in order to have a successful and GOOD life. When you look at many of these things with your heart and soul, you can see that they make you feel badly, and thus you know they do not ring true for you. Only you can truly know what is right for you, and when you finally understand that and accept that, and follow your own TRUTH, you will be free to create a life full of joy!

Certain ancient philosophies and modern beliefs point to the idea that we have many physical lives here on this planet. Other religions point to a one time jaunt through earth in an attempt to get it right and end up in heaven. To me, if feels right to believe that we get to incarnate many times in order to experience many different life scenarios all while maintaining a divine sense of self.

That divine sense of self is our INNER BEING, and our inner being is connected to other inner beings and those are connected to still more until eventually we are ALL CONNECTED to each other. This is the universal life force that many religions refer to as GOD. God is neither masculine nor feminine, but contains aspects of all genders, races and emotions. WE all have a piece of that universal life energy inside our physical bodies, that is an extension of our soul, while most of our soul remains in this stream of universal life force and divine consciousness.

We are not here to do anything. We are not here to learn anything. We are not here to repent from, overcome or do penance for anything. We are not even really here to evolve spiritually unless we choose to. We are here to experience life and create desires and fulfill those desires in a long long list of desires that is never complete. The universe is here to assist us divinely in fulfilling those desires, and through the fulfillment of those desires we ADD to the universe itself, by creating new ideas, new events, new situations, new lifestyles, new products and new levels of evolution.

We are magnificent beings! WE are greater than the sum of our parts and you will see in future chapters that we even have more parts than you are now currently aware of! You will be astounded and amazed at what a complex and sensitive being you really are, and when you discover just how powerful you are here in the physical world, it will feel as though you can do anything, and in fact, YOU CAN!

The universe is energy. Energy is eternal. It cannot be created or destroyed. It comes into form, through form and out of form. This is a definition of energy based on physical laws that our scientists have developed over time and use today.

Energy is also vibrational. Different things vibrate at different wavelengths. Everything in our world and universe, from the smallest atom, to the farthest star in the universe is vibrating at a certain wavelength that makes it exactly what it is. The denser the matter, the lower the wavelength, and the finer the matter, the higher the wavelength.

Well guess what? We are all vibrating on a wavelength too! We also have access to that universal energy because WE are energy in our eternal inner beings, and we are also energy in our physical beings.

We are also holding atleast two differing vibrational wavelengths at one time. One is the vibration of our physical body and the other is the vibration of our non-physical body or inner being. We feel much better when we can bring the vibration of our physical body up to meet the vibration of our inner being. At that point, we become ONE with our spirit and miracles can take place in our lives.

And thats when life starts to WICKED ROCK! :)

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