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Livin the dream...roadtrippin through life with the law of attraction! A world filled with family, friends, adventure, and pure joy! followin my bliss wherever it leads me!

Friday, August 1, 2008

hello my lovelies!

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You all know how i love roadtrippin-but its better when the road is this beautiful!

Just checking in with you all--its summer and you should know that i am going to be in and out, blogging will be minimal, as living life is maximal! Oh what FUN i have been having--its totally insane! California was a trip and a half! Yes, they lost my luggage, but it kept us from being in the Fire zone...everything happens for a reason!

I love spending time with my best friend and soul sister and just cruising the world in a top down convertible...we even have incognito names that i wont even share with YOU...we let our freak flag fly--and our joy just bubbles over as our freedom soars! Such joy and mischief is pure bliss! If you are gonna feel that good, then do it on coastal route one above monterey bay--from santa cruz to pacifica, its one of the most beautiful rides imaginable! You might even run into the ghost of a motorcyclist! we did--!

Now we are preparing to set off to go to vermont for a week--and all these little things keep falling into place to show me that LOA is working in my life--WE got tickets to tonights red sox game, and it will be the FIRST game wihtout manny ramirez=--historical stuff--just like when he hit his 500th home run-we were there--just like when david ortiz made his rehab start with the paw sox--we were there--baseball has been very very good to us! :)

Then we got this great timeshare in stowe--and called some friends in burlington that we havent seen since last summer--seems they are moving to nova scotia in 3 weeks and we would have missed them--but no--we get to hang, and since they already gave their notice--we get to hang for a nice long while!

Life is good! Oh, and if you havent read them--please share my guilty pleasure with me! Stephenie Meyers Twilight series--the new book comes out tomorrow--oh, the sheer delightful erotic yearning is indulgent and simply divine! Oh baby, i needed that!

Hugs all--just keep livin the dream! alex

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Friday, May 23, 2008

off we go....again!!!

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Mohegan Bluffs, Block Island--One of my most wicked rockin favorite places on earth!

Ah, what joy! another roadtrip over the terrific memorial day weekend to Block Island Rhode Island...also known as flip flop nation!

This amazing tiny island off the coast of long island and rhode island is just a gem, and i have been going there since i was a little kid, though we usually sailed out there...this past winter i was thinking about how GREAT it would be to go to block island again, as we hadnt been there in a few years...and bam, my pop called a few weeks ago and asked if we wanted to join them there for the long weekend! ofcourse!

So, focusing on where you love to be, enjoying the memory of it--feeling gratitude for it and then asking the universe to deliver it to you--well, thats how law of attraction works--simple as pie! Since we have focused our life on adventure, and travel, and roadtripping, and surprises, and have honed our skills over and over through repetition and appreciation, we know, deep in our hearts, that the universe will always provide us with new places to see, new adventures to explore together and more than enough money to do all the things we wish to do--and so, its VERY fun and important to the process to make lists of where you want to go, and what you want to do, and know that those experiences will be provided to you, along with the abundance to do them....also simple as pie--but remember, to increase your abundance, you need to continue to increase the number of places you wish to see, adventures you want to have...etc. etc...so much fun!!!

Enjoy your long weekend fellow roadtrippers! see you on the flip side!

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Monday, May 12, 2008

thats what i want....ya...thats what i want!!!

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We are beloved children of the universe and deserve everthing our hearts desire--just like this lovely little tropical cottage!



I love what abraham says about money and abundance and potential--that folks go around WANTING money for the sake of money--but that money is actually potential for ACTION or material creation in one's life and unless you have an IDEA of how to spend those vasts amount of money, that money really wont want to come to you--well, it will COME to you to the level that you allow it and to the level that YOU believe you deserve it...

and i have found that to be the case in my life--i used to work hard, and get paid a decent wage--and i used to pray to the universe that we would always make ends meet--and guess what? we did--and i was grateful for that...

and then, me and my poppi decided that we were going to get rid of the apartment in our home and make it a one family--and we also decided that i was going to stay home and raise our daughter soon to be plural--and so we took a 2/3 cut in earnings in one year...and we knew we would get by--we prayed to the universe that we would make ends meet--and we did--and we were grateful and it was good...

But then, i started to change that prayer--and that prayer became, that we would always have enough money to do all the things we wanted to do--and by golly--we did--and then we started increasing the things we wanted to do--and by golly we still had enough money!

And then i changed my prayer to be that we would always have MORE than enough money to do all the wonderful magical adventurous things we wanted to do--and guess what????

So...now i am expanding my idea of what i would do with vasts amount of abundance--what i would do with financial freedom on a luxury level...poppi and i just went out to lunch and here are some of the things we would do with our abundance that is already IN our vibrational escrow--and the universe is preparing to deliver it to us immediately when we come into alignment with feeling worthy of it and knowing where to use that potential...

so here are some fun things..that we ARE doing with our abundance...

Thank you for the land in new hampshire where we keep our own sugarbush to make organic maple syrup--its wide and vast and serves as a nature preserve as well as a place to maintain traditional methods of sugaring and keep lovely new england ways alive...We thank you for the connected organic educational farm as well....where people can come and learn about the land and sample traditional food stuffs, and kids can play with farm animals and ride horses that have been rescued and adopted to live in this lovely rural setting...

Thank you for the trip across the US to all the American League ball parks to see our favorite Red Sox play...thank you for the bus load of friends who will join us and enjoy our passion for baseball...thank you for batting practice at fenway, and the lovely 3 bedroom penthouse apartment where we stay when we come to boston to use our season tickets...

Thank you for the warehouse where we store our classic cars...especially for the 57 chevy nomad that i have dreamed about for so long--its such a beauty with teal paint and pearl inlays and lovely custom leather upholstery! i just have so much fun driving it!

Thank you for the contractor/architect/interior designer who completely remodeled and refurnished our current home which we will be staying in for the next 6 years until chri graduates from high school--we love this house and we love this neighborhood--so with the new amenities, like master suite with jaccuzzi tub, indoor lap pool, sauna, yoga studio, green house, whirl pool, gym and media center--its a perfect home base--thank you as well for our lovely housekeeper who keeps things running smoothly and loves to take care of our pets when we go on extended trips...

Thank you for first class travel all over the world to see greece, italy, england, franch, china, tahiti, spain, morrocco, monaco, brazil, portugal, japan, australia to visit my sister, figi, bora bora, thiland just to start...we will also greatly enjoy cruising the meditteranean, the entire caribbean, scuba diving in hawaii and touring alaska....Thank you for the giant world map with the big red stickys that we have placed on all the wonderful places we have visited!

thank you for first class travel within the united states to see all the sights and especially for hiking in all the national parks, like yellow stone, the grand canyon, bryce canyon, mount rushmore....acadia, croatan....we love the listings of the national parks and enjoy crossing them off one by one as we visit them and take tons of lovely pictures on our state of the art digital camera and video...

Thank you for allowing us to have fun with random acts of kindness--we especailly love to go to our favorite restaurants and theaters and tell the owners that we will pay for everyones meal or show all day long as long as they dont tell them ahead of time--we enjoy greatly the thrill people get when they are suprised! We love to give people surprises and we will continue to create bigger and bigger suprises for bigger and bigger joy!

We thank you for allowing us to support our favorite rock bands with VIP luxury travel for their touring--we have so enjoyed sharing music and time with them, and we will greatly enjoy giving back to them so they can enjoy their road experience more...

Oh joy, oh rapture, of adventure, oh charmed life--wonderful things happen to us--there simply is no limit to the fun we can have--and the abundance we create by giving the universe a reason to bestow its potential on us! :) it WICKED ROCKS!

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Thursday, May 8, 2008

The tree of life...

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I thought that i should never see, a thing as lovely as a tree....

Someone asked recently about soul clusters...and was confused because Abraham-hicks states that we are all one and all part of the same source...and so, ofcourse does EVERY single major religion...its in the differentiation that we feel from individual physical perspective that we feel separate...but we do have "closer" relations within the overall scheme of things and these are the soul bits and pieces that we continue to interact with over multiple lives...

the way its been explained to me from source is this...

There is the tree of life (source) that is all that is--that takes in energy from the sun and creates nutrients for its physical being (creation, manifestation, law of attraction, expansion) and takes in water and minerals from its roots (creation of phyiscal substance from thought forms and energy)....and so, all that is is a living, breathing, expanding creating being...ALL ONE...

but this tree has roots--and it has a trunk--and it has branches, and it has twigs and then it has leaves, flowers, and fruit...

and WE as individual physical manifestations of source are the leaves--tiny individuated powerhouses of creative source, that are completely self sufficient in being able to take energy and nutrients and create MORE...IFFFFFFF we remain connected to source....

And...as a leaf, you have a leaf neighbor...and you have a soul cluster within that branch of your tree...and you can grow together, experiencing great expansion if you join energetic forces...

while the branch on the opposite side of the tree is experiencing different light, different wind, different humidity...etc AKA a different DESIRE for life expansion--those on your side of the tree will generally be focused in a similar direction=--they will have chose, as jody said--a loose decision to help each other experience the contrast they so desired so they could see this individual life from a pre-chosen perspective...for expansion, knowledge and indeed joy...

and at the end of the season (life in the physical) the leaves turn miraculous colors (return to pure positive energy) and shed their dead dry leaves (physical bodies) which are then recycled by the earth to create compost and soil that again FEEDS the tree of life (nothing is wasted, energy comes into form, through form and out of form)...the potential for new life remains inside the tree (universe, source, all that is) and when the right climactic and light situations occur (desire for coming into the physical again for creation)...new leaves grow...tiny buds flower with GREAT joy and feed the bees, and the birds and bless the world with fresh air and begin the cycle of creation again...

So, bless the tree...the flower, the plant--all physical representatives of this wonderful universe within which we live and breath and have our being...and know that you are indeed a member of a soul branch that shares much...and creates much for the entire universe...

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Oh, the JOY of surprises!!!

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Surprises make ya jump for joy!!!


Hello fellow roadtrippers...just got back from boston and i wanted to share with you the deliciousness of something my poppi and i love to do--that is surprise our children...it is one of the most delicious things to do--because you have all that fun planning the surprise, you have all that lovely anticipation of the surprise going off as expected-and then you have this HUGE wellspring of happy energy to bask in when the surprise comes off--and then finally the love and gratitude of the person(s) you are surprising...

So...We went to a lovely birthday luncheon for my mother in law--who absolutely LOVED that surprise--(as you can see, the children were focused on surprises already--as they were excited to be a part of their granny's surprise...) but they thought we were driving home that same night--

my poppi and i had other plans--we secured a hotel room in boston and tickets to a red sox game--something the kids love--we have surprised them twice before with tickets, one time being a double surprise where they THOUGHT they were surprising their dad with something, only to find out he was IN on the trick and surprised them with something totally different...but as i said, we had surprised them twice before along the same lines and you would think they would get smart to it and call us on it...

but they dont--and i think thats because they are in alignment with and LOVE and attract these surprises and they want to be AS surprised as we want them to be...

so, it was funny because we DONT go through boston to get home from this trip--but this time we obviously had to, and they didnt notice the situation until we were almost to the exit for fenway park...they had been watching a movie--they questioned the situation then, and poppi said he had taken a wrong turn and could get on the mass pike from local roads--as we passed fenway, with all the crowds of people decked out in red sox garb happily walking to the game, the kids begged, "can we go to the game please!!!" and we said--no, we dont have tickets (you CANT get tickets day of game without knowing the tricks and waiting on line for 4 hours...so, they knew we couldnt go)...they even said--"we are being punished for something!" and literally had tears in their eyes as we passed by the park...

now, with that emotion coming up--we were tempted to tell them then...but decided no--lets play it all the way out--and continued to talk about finding the entrance to the highway--and how we could get tickets another time, but really needed to be HOME tonight...we then turned into the hilton and unwound the window as the bell captain asked us if we were checking in...pete smiled and said yes--and i turned to the girls and said--SURPRISE!!!

they held it in all the way to the room--but as the bellboy closed the door, they let out a huge WHOOOOOOOOOOP and grabbed us both and jumped up and down literally for JOY...and the energy felt so amazing!!!

needless to say, we had a wonderful time--they won the game and everyone was happy as a clam...and so, you see on our life roadtrip we attract adventure, abundance, love, harmony, health and as many surprises as we can get! :)

and it WICKED ROCKS!

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hola...playing with the universe in paradise!

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One of the lovely sea creatures that i saw snorkeling in mexico that i had never seen before!

Hello fellow roadtrippers! Just got back from an amazing trip to mexico, and i thought i would share with you the wonderful manifestations we had while playing with the universe in mexico...Some times, when you are completely relaxed and at ease, and you know you have no "action journey" in mind, but can just play, things come to you at an amazing rate...

When going down to our place in mexico, I intended for easier internet access, just in case i wanted to check into the "real world"...as the last time i was there, it was spotty at best...this time, we had wi-fi! and it was great to sit by the pool with our lovely laptop and check our mail with ease!

My daughter desired to go parasailing while we were in mexico--and at first i had some resistance to that--but then before we left, i lined up with it--and two folks who i dearly admire told me that they had gone on a tandem parasail and loved it--i then lined up with finding a tandem parasailing outfit that was close to our place in cancun so we wouldnt have to travel to go and do it--upon investigating, we found a lovely outfit just across the strip from us on the beach at a lovely hotel, with a great beach...so, off we went...my younger daughter wasnt sure she would go, but after watching her sister and dad have so much fun, up we went...

before going up, i intended to see some sea creatures from the sky....and the universe didnt disappoint me--we saw two giant manta rays swimming languidly through the clear turquoise water...leaving a trail of sand cloud behind them--we were both filled with such joy--we even let go of the railings and pretended to fly through the sky--it was such an amazing feeling of elation...when we landed, we spent a lovely hour in the beautiful warm water while pelicans weaved and dove for fish around us...

We had great fun attracting and feeding fish and iguanas at our compound...years ago, there were only two iguanas on the property, but this year there were atleast 10...and we were able to feed them this time with hibiscus flowers and bananas...our old fish friends also came to the dock each night to eat bananas and fried potatoes...it was such fun to see them all again...

I had heard that there were crocodiles living in the lagoon by the dock, but in all the years i have been visiting, i had never seen one--my daughters and i set an intention to see one this year...and sure enough, on our last day there, we saw a young female nestled against the seawall, taking the sun...it was amazing to see such a powerful wild creature up close!

I love the earth, I got a huge positive sign this past week in mexico that the earth is indeed flourishing--i have been scuba diving for over 26 years...this time, i only snorkeled, but i saw sea creatures that i havent EVER seen, and others that have been depleted over the years and are now in abundance and bigger than ever...above the ground, there is still evidence of hurricane damage, but the trees and plants are growing again and will cover over any damage left....

when you look for signs that the earth is healthy, you will find them--it is law...just as you attract what you think about....we had fun playing with nature and the universe this past week! Its one of the reasons we love to roadtrip through this lovely plane....its just so much fun!!! :)

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up, up and away again...:)

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Our little corner of paradise! Cant wait to get back there!

Hello fellow roadtrippers! Just livin the dream..roadtrippin through life with the law of attraction...yep, my mantra, and tomorrow I strike out with my little family group on yet another adventure--this time to mexico...God, i LOVE mexico--if you ever have the chance to go there and visit with all the lovely people and enjoy the terrific food and tequila and culture and history--its a true GEM...and just wonderful that it is soooo close to the US, but parts are like another world...

so...off we go--intending yet again to have such joy--such tremendous adventure--knowing that wonderful things happen in our lives--that we are indeed charmed and blessed and receiving the wonderful abundance of the universe because we are open to it--feel we deserve it--ask for it on a regular basis, get happy knowing its there for the taking--and being VERY grateful for each and every blessed minute of love, joy, health, harmony, abundance, happiness...more please! :)

Internet is spotty at our place in Mexico...so, if you check in and dont see me, its only cause i am having an amazing time--and i am sure i will collect more stories from the leading edge of creating with the law of attraction that i will share with you on our return!

Until then--WICKED ROCK ONNNN! :) the goddess!

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Thursday, March 27, 2008

In defense of resting.....if you dont do it, the universe does it for you....

Slinky, the queen of relaxing!


YAWN!!!! Oh, i had such a wonderful trip out west with some dear friends and my favorite rock and roll band! This coming off a very busy time in my life, where my hubby has been home for an extended period of time....and its a sheer joy to have him home, but i also extremely enjoy time by myself--i LOVE being alone in the solitude of my home, with my animals and my projects and my imagination--but lately its been constant contact with humans...so, this trip came at the perfect time...DUH! thats the way the universe works...

But...on the flight out, i was thinking, oh, i cant wait to have some time alone, and soak in the beautiful japanese soaking tub at the hotel...it will be divine! Though, i knew i was meeting a dear friend at the airport and going to a rock show that night, I figured i could steal a few minutes to recharge and do what i had been longing to do....soak!

So, when i got to the airport after a lovely flight, watching movies (If you havent flown Virgin America yet, its tons of fun--you get this cool video screen and can check your email and chat with other passengers and make your own wicked cool music playlist and order food right from your seat...its mad awesome! and Non-stop from NY to SFO!), i got my bag and called my buddy, only to find out she had missed her flight! She wouldnt be in for another 4 hours and our other friends would pick her up at the airport and deliver her to our hotel in time for the show...

so....BAM....the universe gave me 4 hours alone time....and then BAM...her husband checked to make sure i could check into the hotel and yes i could...and BAM, i wouldnt have to come back to the airport to pick her up....so, i got my time alone--to soak...

now, i could have felt guilty about it--that she had to miss a flight and spend extra time in the airport...but frankly--that was her path-her vibration, her life--and my path, my vibration, and my life intersects with hers, but not on every level....when she finally showed up, she had had a nice time visiting with some folks also stranded and was laughing and giggling...so it wasnt sooo bad....

Well, the whold trip was amazing...we had a BLAST in cali and las vegas...got home late on monday and had to take care of hubby after a wisdom tooth out on early tuesday morning--and i was spent...and i thought--gosh, i dont wanna do anything but rest...i felt a bit bad about that cause i knew i had stuff i should be doing....but i went to bed early, in the hopes that i could get back on east coast time...

not to be--i got sick in the night--a bad cough and my time of the month all at the same time--so guess what???? on wednesday--i sat on my butt all day and rested! The universe--BAM gave me what i had been asking for--an excuse to rest...

ofcourse, i could have just rested--i dont need an excuse to rest--when you look at it from the broader perspective...everything gets done in the end and there is no pressure really for a do it NOW mentality in most cases...so, i juice fasted for two days--and now i am feeling much better...

And not only better--more enthusiastic to get the action journey started...Hubby is traveling this weekend--perfect time to get the place in order and get back into the swing of things---

So, the moral of this long assed ramble is this--if you need to rest--if you need time alone--take the time...you are worth it--and the universe will do what it can to help you! :)

You all wicked ROCK! :) alex

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Sunday, March 9, 2008

Does it get easier the longer you live according to LOA?

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It doesnt matter where you are going--you will always end up somewhere marvelous as long as you follow what feels GOOD!


A dear friend recently asked me: Does living life this way get any easier once you realize that you are in control and can consciously direct your life by using your thoughts? I thought i would share my answer with you all here--because i think MANY people read books on the law of attraction and the processes and they may for a brief time, apply them, or work HARD at them, and then, slip back into old habits--and i am telling you--its WORTH the effort to pick out a few simple processes and make them second nature--the pay offs in joy are vast and limitless...so, below, my answer!

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A: i liken it to a car...you learn to drive, and there are so many different things that you have to constantly think about as you learn--safety, trust, physical actions etc...and it can get awkward...but after a while--with practice, and faith in yourself--its second nature--and you are not even really thinking about the actions of driving the car...you get in--decide where to go--map your route and bam...you are there...you can also decide to go with the flow--or sit in traffic...

i think for me--the ulitmate point of "getting it" was to HAVE faith that it REALLY is the way of life--and that the laws are true for me...And i got to that point by playing with it--starting small with things that seemed insignificant--and as i saw more and more miraculous little manifestations, my faith grew--i have always lived my life following my joy--but i didnt consciously apply these types of teachings until i was blessed to come across the work of Esther and Jerry Hicks and the teachings of Abraham, that brought me such tremendous alignment and "reinforcement" that the way I had been living was working for me, and WORKING for me-effortlessly, if i just followed my joy...

when i took that leap of faith, because it really is a leap--as everyones reality is the sum of their thoughts and it has to be true for YOU...when i just trusted, my intuition, my inner guidance and my SELF...then it all flowed...

now, when my emotional guidance system, or my GUT tells me something is not in alignment, i quickly get back on track...and thats so easy to do if you just listen to your inner voice and follow along to what will bring you joy--or what will bring you relief...

and thats also a practice issue--because lets say, in the past you got into hot water--you had to really KNOW it was HOT before you pulled your hand away--now, you can feel it getting warmer--reevaluate and get it back into line with what feels GOOD...

If you practice living in accordance with the law of attraction, pretty soon it becomes second nature....that does not guarantee a completely joyful and smooth existence! no sirreee bob--and its then that you relish the contrast in the stream and the bumps and starts--cause you know that spiritual growth and expansion is on the horizon--you will KNOW that you cant get it wrong and you never get it done--and so, you just flow into another adventure...having confidence that you will emerge on the other side of whatever obstacle YOU (from your non-physical perspective) put in your own way along your path....with an expanded perspective of the physical world and an expanded spirit...

its SOOO delicious! give it a try--it WICKED ROCKS!!! :)

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Thursday, March 6, 2008

just wanted to welcome everyone!

Just wanted to welcome everyone to my new blog--especially my abraham-hicks buddies. I am very excited to have this new home on the web where i can post my most indepth musings on life and this marvelous roadtrip i am on! More wonderful fun stuff to come about my adventures, interspersed with more detailed discussions on law of attraction specific information...

welcome and YOU ALL WICKED ROCK!

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