ASK...then get out of the WAY!

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Place your order--then RELAX~!

A dear friend asked about asking....in relation to law of attraction...we tend to get STUCK in the asking for something over and over again and do not see it manifest into our lives--the important things (well, important to US) seem to keep us in the asking phase, when we need to be more in the allowing phase--this is what i said to him....

The gist of that conversation really is that the more you are ASKING--you are in alignment with ONLY the asking phase of the law of attraction--its a three step phase! ask, allow, manifest...

and so, USUALLY you are experiencing contrast...and you are unconsciously asking for things to be different--for when you see that which you do not want--you are automatically offering a vibration for that which you do want! You can refine it by asking in a conscious way--but the universe then needs to do its work--it already agreed with you the minute you sent off your "order" and if you keep tapping it on its shoulder and asking for the order again and again and again--you are not coming into alignment with the belief that it is coming--that its already there--you are only coming into alignment with the ASKING...

so, as when you order a pizza--you ask once...and then you KNOW that its coming--you dont call back again and again to check on things...unless ofcourse, you want to change your order--and so, you REFINE your asking...and then you believe its there....

and then it is--because you asked--you trusted--and you aligned with its coming by feeling good and finding joy and just basically forgetting about the whole thing...

How easy is it for me to go out of this house and ask for things that dont really matter to me? easy as PIE...i can go out the door and say--i am going to see 3 blue jays on my walk--and sure as shooting, i will see them...because i asked and then i got into alignment with the joy of being outside--and then when those blue jays come, its just delicious...

The work here--if there is any work--is understanding that this is how the universe responds to us--when we ASK, the universe has already agreed with that wanting--and lined up with that wanting and created that thing, action, event, person--in your future vibrational escrow--its there--99% complete...but vibrating JUST a bit too high to be in your world on a permanent basis, but at that point, you might see signs that you are aligning--"driftwood" as abraham would call it--that things are lining up--and you are closing the vibrational gap between where YOU are and where your THING is...

and when you RELEASE all your resistance (your reasons, thoughts, feelings that are not a vibrational match for this manifestation...) the things vibration slows--and your vibration rises and thus--as all good physics students know--the matter becomes a solid! it manifests...its there--and if you keep your vibration high--its there to STAY!!!! you feel joy--but you also feel as though this was the next logical step...and then, guess what? you start WANTING something else--because you are a being that loves to create~! its not about the creations my friend! its about the creating! its so delicious--so joyful and so fulfilling--you do it all your life--and you get to come back again and again to do it some more from a different life perspective!

So, ask--get into a place where you are asking for something from a position of gratefulness and that this new THING is really gravy, or icing on the cake--and then stop asking and start living...in joy--in silliness--in any way that distracts you from that asking...and look how fast its gonna flood into you!

there ya go--as basic as pie! with flaky crust!

On the joys of anticipation....

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When you truly enjoy the waiting...your heart soars!

Ah, the deliciousness of anticipation! Yes, my dear friend, that is the joy of it...
It is never the destination--it is the ride that is the pleasure of this life...the fun planning, imagining, creating, desiring...this is why after the fact--after the trip--after the event--there is a letdown--because the desiring is over in that moment--the event is complete--the thing is there--laying before you...the next logical step has been taken--its here...now WHAT???

When friends ask me why i am not more material in my desires, and focus mostly on experiential things, adventures, etc. I tell them that it is so simple to desire a thing--and manifest it--and then WHAT? where as, for me, with adventures, and trips and suprises, there is so much variation and spontaneousness in what could happen, that it gives another dimension to the journey--the unknown of it is so delicious--the anticipation and the imagining it and the pre-paving it and the intending of it is so much more indulgent and fulfilling to me personally than merely wanting this shiny copper kettle or this new microwave...not that wanting material things arent delicious--they are...but when you get fully into the idea that the CREATING and the MANIFESTING is all about the anticipation, wanting and desire--you wanna play that out to the fullest!

when you can BE, DO, or have anything you desire--when you fully know that what you think about you attract--when you fully know that you are here in the physical as an eternal being and you never get it done, and you cant get it wrong...and you can come here again and again and again...you learn to love that time buffer to manifestation...you truly enjoy that waiting time--knowing full well that what you desire is there for you--its just teasing you--and that feels oooh sooo good!

Do this....get that!!!

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Do you have the winning ticket???

I just wrote this ramage of appreciation on winning....


I know i will win...

I know the universe loves me so very much and has bankrolled millions upon milliions of dollars for my happy escapades...

i know that i dont earn money--money is given to me, gladly--in large sums because the universe loves all the potential projects, adventures and excitment it can experience through me and my money...

I know i will win because it makes me feel good to think of myself jumping up and down with a lottery ticket in my hand...

I know i will win because i am literally a vaccuum cleaner for money--sucking it to me--because money loves to be in my pocket book--money loves to be in the back pocket of my jeans--money loves that i play with it that i adore it that i deserve it that i love it that i let it do what it wants to do, which is to flow freely and happily around the world...financial freedom is my reality as i roadtrip through life just livin the dream!

money loves me and i love money and i love winning and i know i will win and its all good

cause MONEY WICKED ROCKS!

THAT VERY NIGHT!!! this happened!

Driftwood for me today! whooo hooo! ok, so i posted this about winning...

and today my lovely UBER manifesting daughter said to me--mommy, its so hot in school--after we are done with homework, can we please go to the store and buy one of those mini fans that you hold in your hand?

and i said--we will see--i have a meeting tonight--but maybe...

and the meeting was an adult girl scout leader appreciation meeting--and they had snacks and stuff and then they did some raffles of little baskets--and they gave me a raffle ticket--and i said--i will win--and i wasnt even looking at my raffle ticket, but talking to a dear friend when they called my number!

whooo hooo--thank you universe--more please....

cause it gets better...so, i pick out a basket that i see water squirt guns in and i thought--what fun...

and i didnt see anything else in the basket--but went back to my seat and put it in my bag...and went to the car later--and i see peaking out of it--a small mini fan!!!!

I was on cloud nine--and i thought--wow--chri is going to be so excited about this fan and her manifestation...

and as i was driving home and thinking about it, i thought of my other daughter--and how SHE would love one of those fans too and i wished i had one for her...

so, when i got home, i told them both i had a surprise--then i asked christina if she remembered what she wanted earlier that day--and she said YES>..and i said--well, you manifested it!!! you can both open the basket...

and when they did--TADA...TWO FANS!!!!

Wow--i sooo wicked rock! So does my creative genius daughter--and so does the universe for playing with me!!! i LOVE to win--i win and i win and i win! and it is GOOD! MORE PLEASE!!! and thank you!

its working and working...even if you dont like the outcome.

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Are you seeing your life unfold or covering your eyes?

people in general are attracting ALL THE TIME!!! its working WONDERFULLY for them=--but they are attracting not feeling good, they are attracting bad things, they are attracting lack of abundance, lack of well being, accidents, etc...because thats what they focus on and thats what they feel is their lot in life!!!

They are certainly NOT resisting anything they are focusing on becuase they are getting it and more...

the LAW of attraction works...it works quickly--and it works for everyone...

If you attract negative things--its STILL WORKS!!!!

But YOU...have made a choice...and have consciously chosen to feel good--and have constantly chosen to apply the law for managing and growing your own field of daisies...and thats wonderful...

You see others as resisting wellbeing--but they do not see wellbeing as their birthright the way you do--that part of the puzzle is missing for them...they have been told, again and again that life is hard, things suck, bad things happen to good people--be careful, be afraid, be possessive, be obsessive...the boogie man is gonna get you...

and then the things that they SEE because they are focusing on them, only confirm those things to be in their lives!

you on the other hand have consciously chosen to fly above the bullshit--you have chosen to see things as YOU wish to see them, because you have made joy your dominant vibration--you have made joy and connection with your inner being your lifes path...and thus...it is so--and law of attraction works for you as well...by giving you what you focus on...

people can pay lip service to wanting to be WELL...wanting to be rich, wanting to be whatever--you can TALk the talk, but unless you vibrate it out to the universe and actually EXPECT and accept it to be so...you aint getting shit.

the NOW moment...

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Do YOU know what time it is??? IT's NOW!!!

i was just thinking about this...

abraham has often said--that your ONLY point of POWER--your own point of VIBRATIONAL energy vortex is in the NOW MOMENT...

so???????

whats with waiting???

there is NO waiting in the now moment?


there is ONLY the now moment!!!

WOW!!!!

enjoying the joy in the NOW moment!!!! no before--cause i have no power there--its ONLY reminiscing...

no tomorrow--cause i have no power there--its PURE conjecture...

but NOW...WOW-===i got the POWER--do do do do!!! I got the POWER...do do do do--

and it WICKED MAD ROCKS!!!!

thats what i want....ya...thats what i want!!!

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We are beloved children of the universe and deserve everthing our hearts desire--just like this lovely little tropical cottage!

I love what abraham says about money and abundance and potential--that folks go around WANTING money for the sake of money--but that money is actually potential for ACTION or material creation in one's life and unless you have an IDEA of how to spend those vasts amount of money, that money really wont want to come to you--well, it will COME to you to the level that you allow it and to the level that YOU believe you deserve it...

and i have found that to be the case in my life--i used to work hard, and get paid a decent wage--and i used to pray to the universe that we would always make ends meet--and guess what? we did--and i was grateful for that...

and then, me and my poppi decided that we were going to get rid of the apartment in our home and make it a one family--and we also decided that i was going to stay home and raise our daughter soon to be plural--and so we took a 2/3 cut in earnings in one year...and we knew we would get by--we prayed to the universe that we would make ends meet--and we did--and we were grateful and it was good...

But then, i started to change that prayer--and that prayer became, that we would always have enough money to do all the things we wanted to do--and by golly--we did--and then we started increasing the things we wanted to do--and by golly we still had enough money!

And then i changed my prayer to be that we would always have MORE than enough money to do all the wonderful magical adventurous things we wanted to do--and guess what????

So...now i am expanding my idea of what i would do with vasts amount of abundance--what i would do with financial freedom on a luxury level...poppi and i just went out to lunch and here are some of the things we would do with our abundance that is already IN our vibrational escrow--and the universe is preparing to deliver it to us immediately when we come into alignment with feeling worthy of it and knowing where to use that potential...

so here are some fun things..that we ARE doing with our abundance...

Thank you for the land in new hampshire where we keep our own sugarbush to make organic maple syrup--its wide and vast and serves as a nature preserve as well as a place to maintain traditional methods of sugaring and keep lovely new england ways alive...We thank you for the connected organic educational farm as well....where people can come and learn about the land and sample traditional food stuffs, and kids can play with farm animals and ride horses that have been rescued and adopted to live in this lovely rural setting...

Thank you for the trip across the US to all the American League ball parks to see our favorite Red Sox play...thank you for the bus load of friends who will join us and enjoy our passion for baseball...thank you for batting practice at fenway, and the lovely 3 bedroom penthouse apartment where we stay when we come to boston to use our season tickets...

Thank you for the warehouse where we store our classic cars...especially for the 57 chevy nomad that i have dreamed about for so long--its such a beauty with teal paint and pearl inlays and lovely custom leather upholstery! i just have so much fun driving it!

Thank you for the contractor/architect/interior designer who completely remodeled and refurnished our current home which we will be staying in for the next 6 years until chri graduates from high school--we love this house and we love this neighborhood--so with the new amenities, like master suite with jaccuzzi tub, indoor lap pool, sauna, yoga studio, green house, whirl pool, gym and media center--its a perfect home base--thank you as well for our lovely housekeeper who keeps things running smoothly and loves to take care of our pets when we go on extended trips...

Thank you for first class travel all over the world to see greece, italy, england, franch, china, tahiti, spain, morrocco, monaco, brazil, portugal, japan, australia to visit my sister, figi, bora bora, thiland just to start...we will also greatly enjoy cruising the meditteranean, the entire caribbean, scuba diving in hawaii and touring alaska....Thank you for the giant world map with the big red stickys that we have placed on all the wonderful places we have visited!

thank you for first class travel within the united states to see all the sights and especially for hiking in all the national parks, like yellow stone, the grand canyon, bryce canyon, mount rushmore....acadia, croatan....we love the listings of the national parks and enjoy crossing them off one by one as we visit them and take tons of lovely pictures on our state of the art digital camera and video...

Thank you for allowing us to have fun with random acts of kindness--we especailly love to go to our favorite restaurants and theaters and tell the owners that we will pay for everyones meal or show all day long as long as they dont tell them ahead of time--we enjoy greatly the thrill people get when they are suprised! We love to give people surprises and we will continue to create bigger and bigger suprises for bigger and bigger joy!

We thank you for allowing us to support our favorite rock bands with VIP luxury travel for their touring--we have so enjoyed sharing music and time with them, and we will greatly enjoy giving back to them so they can enjoy their road experience more...

Oh joy, oh rapture, of adventure, oh charmed life--wonderful things happen to us--there simply is no limit to the fun we can have--and the abundance we create by giving the universe a reason to bestow its potential on us! :) it WICKED ROCKS!

being grateful....for my mom...

my mom and some of her grandkids being silly at christmas!

Like everyone, I have had some ups and downs with my mom...and through the study of law of attraction, and soul clusters, and abraham-hicks--i have come to realize that any contrast i experience with her is a blessing...it has helped me decide what it is I want to be like--what it is i want in my life experience etc...but i didnt always feel that way--knowing that her inner being created contrast for me lovingly based on things I wanted to experience before i joyfully incarnated here has been a great source or comfort and relief around the subject...

So, here is a rampage of appreciation for my mother...

I love my mom--she is a strong woman
my mother is a great cook
my mother is a great nurse and nurturer
my mother is very interesting
my mother is supportive
my mother is a great grandmother
my mother is a good housekeeper
my mother is an amazing gardener
my mother can be the life of the party
my mother is friendly
my mother loves to tell stories
my mother is intelligent
my mother is very detail oriented
my mother is loving
my mother is a great mom to 4 children
my mother can handle a heavy load
my mother is a great wife
my mother is a great caregiver
my mother can be a lot of fun
my mother was a good story teller and loved to read to us as kids
my mother is great with little babies
children love my mother
my mother makes friends easily
my mother takes on responsibility well
my mother is independant
my mom can be silly
my mom loves a good joke
my mom loves a walk in the garden
I love my mother~and my mother loves me!!!

Hugs to my mom--and all moms--more on moms probably tomorrow! :)

how to talk about things and not add energy to them...

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Having a heart-to-heart doesnt mean you will get more of what you dont want...

Someone was asking me about discussing past issues, or current challenges in light of what the Law of Attraction folks say about getting what you talk about--if you dont want to add energy to a subject so as not to attract more of it-do you just ignore it? cover it up? hide from it? how do you discuss it without it coming back to bite you in the butt?

one of the most valuable pieces of information regarding the universe is this...

if YOU decide on a process that feels good to YOU--and you get in alignment with that....then the universe will bend over backwards to make that so for you...you literally CREATE your own TRUTH...

That said--i have with a dear soul sister friend of mine developed a process that really works so you CAN discuss anything that is in your current now--or anything that was in your past that you feel reflects on your current now, without ADDING energy to that thing...

If you have ever seen or heard about how they do open heart surgery--they use a blood recirculator--this system takes all the blood out of the body and recycles it through the brain and body, thus nurturing the body, but it bypasses the main pumping muscles of the heart, so they can operate on it without the person losing all their blood...when i talk to certain people about things i am currently experiencing, i use a similar system like this--its a spiritual energy recirculator and it works like this...

If i feel the need to "open the valve to let off steam" i get into a mental place where i say--i am disconnecting my main power from the universe and i am going to recirculate...

I can then, VENT, RANT, BITCH, MOAN, feel sad, discuss, whatever, knowing full well that what i am talking about in that brief time is not affecting my overall vibration--and that energy is not going out to the universe...this place is also the VAULT...what goes in, does not go out--and we trade time talking about what we need to talk about, but whatever we hear is put in the vault and doesnt come out again--it isnt even thought about, or worried about, or dwelt on by the other partner--because you cant love and worry at the same time--its completely opposite vibrations

At the end of the discussion period, i always find a better feeling place on the matter--and then i honor the contrast, or the situation, that created in me a huge rocket of desire that set off a creative vortex to make my life even better--i do not leave that space of recirculation until i find even a little bit better feeling place and a little bit of hope...I then "mentally and spiritually reconnect with my main power source" and i thank my "witness" the person working with me on the issue for the blessing of having them sit and observe in a non-judgemental and unconditionally loving way...

i have created this mental process for myself--aligned with it--felt good about it, used it to great success and so--it IS....

others feel fear about discussing what is because they will draw more of that to them--and i can understand that--if i were talking about these issues constantly and trying to get sympathy for them, or have someone else give me solutions to them, then i would definitely be drawing them to me...

but to voice what is--release any pent up energy around it, so your cork is floating nicely downstream and then find a better feeling place--that is a wonderful thing...because, as a life long sailor--i KNOW full well that if you are running with the wind it takes a lot to turn that boat around and tack in another direction--especially if the current is strong...

hugs!

giving up finally...and the universe delivers!

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Finally understanding what it means to release something to the universe....

For many years I had heard from religious friends--to LET GO and LET GOD...a friend of mine even gave me a little funny saying frame that said--give your troubles to god before you go to bed, he will be up all night anyway...

and i kind of let it in and mulled it over and struggled with the idea that i wanted to BE dependant on myself and not some outside source of inspiration--i knew i had my own spirit and my own guidance and my own piece of the universe inside of me and i didnt need to give anything over to something ELSE to make things work--i ONLY had to know that it was possible--i ONLY had to get into a good feeling place about it and all would be well...

well....

Up comes the whole idea of blogger not posting to custom domains--and this wasnt just affecting ME, but it was affecting hundreds of thousands of long time users all over the globe...and there was a lot of negative energy focused on it...

At first, i waited--and then i decided to put up this sister site so i could keep up to date on posts--and it felt ok to redirect readers to this site, but i didnt feel right putting it up onto an rss feed or anything other than asking readers to come here through a shoutbox link--which was amazing that i could even do that...

Finally...after 2 months, i realized that i need to change things--and completely let it go and decided to take down the original site and redirect to the sister sight--technical terms aside--i was giving up and letting go and moving on...

so, i got on the phone with my lovely soul sister who is blessed with technical knowledge and we started to take the original site down...she completely deleted it...and then when we refreshed--all my test posts from months of trying popped up! the sight--which we had LET GO...was there! and now i can post to it again with full capacity!!!!

Amazing.....complete release of wanting--complete release of any outcome related to what i had wanted to occur--in the face of thousands of folks negative feelings about a situation...I just said--who cares--lets do something else--felt GOOD about that...new it would be ok--and BAM...I got what i wanted originally! I finally understand what others meant by let go and let god...when i released all expectations of something happening in the face of others MASS negative consciousness around a subject and looked for something better...the universe allowed into my experience what i wanted in the first place because i was NO longer blocking it by looking at what the nay sayers were thinking or saying--i completely removed my gaze from the situation, and it righted itself--how cool is that...?

So...i will continue to post threads on both the orginal site--www.rocknrollgoddessspeaks.com where people can subscribe to my rss feed and get the site content updates delivered directly to their computer and the light weight sister sight http:/rocknrollgoddessspeaks.blogspot.com for those who have come into my rockin roadtrip blogosphere through that link.

Thanks everyone for reading--thanks to everyone for being patient...things are gonna wicked rock even more now--you will see! whooo hooo! life is GOOOD! more please! love, alex.

Oh, the JOY of surprises!!!

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Surprises make ya jump for joy!!!

Hello fellow roadtrippers...just got back from boston and i wanted to share with you the deliciousness of something my poppi and i love to do--that is surprise our children...it is one of the most delicious things to do--because you have all that fun planning the surprise, you have all that lovely anticipation of the surprise going off as expected-and then you have this HUGE wellspring of happy energy to bask in when the surprise comes off--and then finally the love and gratitude of the person(s) you are surprising...

So...We went to a lovely birthday luncheon for my mother in law--who absolutely LOVED that surprise--(as you can see, the children were focused on surprises already--as they were excited to be a part of their granny's surprise...) but they thought we were driving home that same night--

my poppi and i had other plans--we secured a hotel room in boston and tickets to a red sox game--something the kids love--we have surprised them twice before with tickets, one time being a double surprise where they THOUGHT they were surprising their dad with something, only to find out he was IN on the trick and surprised them with something totally different...but as i said, we had surprised them twice before along the same lines and you would think they would get smart to it and call us on it...

but they dont--and i think thats because they are in alignment with and LOVE and attract these surprises and they want to be AS surprised as we want them to be...

so, it was funny because we DONT go through boston to get home from this trip--but this time we obviously had to, and they didnt notice the situation until we were almost to the exit for fenway park...they had been watching a movie--they questioned the situation then, and poppi said he had taken a wrong turn and could get on the mass pike from local roads--as we passed fenway, with all the crowds of people decked out in red sox garb happily walking to the game, the kids begged, "can we go to the game please!!!" and we said--no, we dont have tickets (you CANT get tickets day of game without knowing the tricks and waiting on line for 4 hours...so, they knew we couldnt go)...they even said--"we are being punished for something!" and literally had tears in their eyes as we passed by the park...

now, with that emotion coming up--we were tempted to tell them then...but decided no--lets play it all the way out--and continued to talk about finding the entrance to the highway--and how we could get tickets another time, but really needed to be HOME tonight...we then turned into the hilton and unwound the window as the bell captain asked us if we were checking in...pete smiled and said yes--and i turned to the girls and said--SURPRISE!!!

they held it in all the way to the room--but as the bellboy closed the door, they let out a huge WHOOOOOOOOOOP and grabbed us both and jumped up and down literally for JOY...and the energy felt so amazing!!!

needless to say, we had a wonderful time--they won the game and everyone was happy as a clam...and so, you see on our life roadtrip we attract adventure, abundance, love, harmony, health and as many surprises as we can get! :)

and it WICKED ROCKS!

here in 17 seconds!

My dear friend Alix Martin sent me a little gift a few months ago...with all the mystery surrounding a good present, i had NO idea what it was...other than that it was a computer program that i should install on my laptop. Trusting Alix and knowing she is the queen of technology, I knew it was gonna be good.

Well folks, i gotta tell you it was more than good, it was GREAT...What she sent me was a dream manifestation wizard. This neato little gizmo that you set up on your computer and load with affirmations or wishes and pictures and then it runs in the background of your computer--every so often, you hear a bell tone (i think its middle c--the ohhhmmmm tone--which really mellows you out) and then up on the screen comes your first manifestation creation...and it stays in your vision for 17 seconds...if you have more than one manifestation creation, it then comes up for 17 seconds...and you are supposed to look at the screen, and in joy, focus on the words and visuals...and then, they fade out.

Folks who have studied the law of attraction, and especially Abraham-hicks will understand the significance of 17 seconds...but since some folks here are new to the whole LOA thing, i will explain it. First, you get what you think about...yep, so, if you are thinking about something GOOD all the time and feeling good about it--well, you get more GOOD...if you are thinking about something bad all the time...guess what???? helloooo hell! :) Ofcourse, we all have fleeting moments of thought in our heads, flitting from this to that...but according to law of attraction "research" and Abrahams teachings, it takes 17 seconds for the Universe to coalesce its creative energy behind your thought...and the more 17 second intervals you put behind the thought, the more power and energy and vibration goes into your thought and bam...there it is!!! In fact, Abraham has said that if you can think of something keeping a pure intention for 68 seconds, keeping your vibration positive, its like 200 hours of hard action work towards manifesting that goal....sounds simple...but in 68 seconds your mind can flit all over the place...

With this wonderful tool, you are placed in a spot of soothing peace, by the tone...and then you view your own words of what you really truly want...and your own pictures if you so choose, and you can even record your own voice saying the words if you so choose...its very personal--not something that another being is telling you you should want...so, its your own...and when you focus on it with joy, great things happen...You can make as many manfiestation boards as you want and they will cycle in what ever time frame you want--i have mine set to go every hour, and i only have two boards going at once so that i welcome them as a break and dont feel them as an interuption...

The two boards i have running right now are: I love it when my body is aligned with perfect health and feeling wonderful...the second is I am happy,loved, abundant, peaceful, excited, healthy, energetic and sexy--i wicked rock! Both perfect for me and who i am...but you could do anything--ask the universe to help you with any aspect of your life, from loving yourself to creating vast wealth, all in a fun slick little computer program!

So, for someone wanting to focus more on positive affirmations, which we all know as WONDERFUL ways to train the brain to think in a more grateful state--and if you wish to really play with the whole 17 second process...this my friends is an amazing tool, well worth the price...

you can check out the entire website of lovely law of attraction items, texts, articles, etc. at http://www.dreammanifesto.com/ I dont recommend things unless i absolutely LOVE them...so, go check it out if it feels right to you...i think there is even a free trial!

ROCK on my dear friends! :) alex

In defense of resting.....if you dont do it, the universe does it for you....

Slinky, the queen of relaxing!

YAWN!!!! Oh, i had such a wonderful trip out west with some dear friends and my favorite rock and roll band! This coming off a very busy time in my life, where my hubby has been home for an extended period of time....and its a sheer joy to have him home, but i also extremely enjoy time by myself--i LOVE being alone in the solitude of my home, with my animals and my projects and my imagination--but lately its been constant contact with humans...so, this trip came at the perfect time...DUH! thats the way the universe works...

But...on the flight out, i was thinking, oh, i cant wait to have some time alone, and soak in the beautiful japanese soaking tub at the hotel...it will be divine! Though, i knew i was meeting a dear friend at the airport and going to a rock show that night, I figured i could steal a few minutes to recharge and do what i had been longing to do....soak!

So, when i got to the airport after a lovely flight, watching movies (If you havent flown Virgin America yet, its tons of fun--you get this cool video screen and can check your email and chat with other passengers and make your own wicked cool music playlist and order food right from your seat...its mad awesome! and Non-stop from NY to SFO!), i got my bag and called my buddy, only to find out she had missed her flight! She wouldnt be in for another 4 hours and our other friends would pick her up at the airport and deliver her to our hotel in time for the show...

so....BAM....the universe gave me 4 hours alone time....and then BAM...her husband checked to make sure i could check into the hotel and yes i could...and BAM, i wouldnt have to come back to the airport to pick her up....so, i got my time alone--to soak...

now, i could have felt guilty about it--that she had to miss a flight and spend extra time in the airport...but frankly--that was her path-her vibration, her life--and my path, my vibration, and my life intersects with hers, but not on every level....when she finally showed up, she had had a nice time visiting with some folks also stranded and was laughing and giggling...so it wasnt sooo bad....

Well, the whold trip was amazing...we had a BLAST in cali and las vegas...got home late on monday and had to take care of hubby after a wisdom tooth out on early tuesday morning--and i was spent...and i thought--gosh, i dont wanna do anything but rest...i felt a bit bad about that cause i knew i had stuff i should be doing....but i went to bed early, in the hopes that i could get back on east coast time...

not to be--i got sick in the night--a bad cough and my time of the month all at the same time--so guess what???? on wednesday--i sat on my butt all day and rested! The universe--BAM gave me what i had been asking for--an excuse to rest...

ofcourse, i could have just rested--i dont need an excuse to rest--when you look at it from the broader perspective...everything gets done in the end and there is no pressure really for a do it NOW mentality in most cases...so, i juice fasted for two days--and now i am feeling much better...

And not only better--more enthusiastic to get the action journey started...Hubby is traveling this weekend--perfect time to get the place in order and get back into the swing of things---

So, the moral of this long assed ramble is this--if you need to rest--if you need time alone--take the time...you are worth it--and the universe will do what it can to help you! :)

You all wicked ROCK! :) alex

Im Back in the saddle again--some old stuff on manifesting...

Beautiful Fenway Park! Home of the Amazing Manifestational Red Sox!

Hi everyone! Had a WONDERFUL trip to the west coast with dear friends following my favorite rockin band...the timing of the trip was perfect, as my freedom desire and adventure desire were high...more on that later---

didnt want to leave you all high and dry here in cyberland, so i am posting an old piece i did on attracting situations and creating even in a tough situation...and how our thoughts and feelings are MOST important when we are flowing in a fast stream....new stuff coming in the following days as i settle back into this wonderful homelife of mine! hugs all!

*******this is an old piece showing how even in a difficult situation we are attracting…

I am online today because i am in a hotel room in boston on a Red Sox baseball roadtrip with my family--and one very sick little girl who either has food poisoning or a massive allergic reaction to clams...

she seems to be doing fine--after much intending--but she cant DO anything but sleep and sit in the bathtub and suck on ice cubes...

what is interesting about all this is that a number of things happened this week that showed me we were indeed flowing the energy at an amazingly quick rate--and miracles were happening with regard to our wonderful adventure--like getting tickets to every game we wanted to go to---and to get tickets to the most prestigious areas of Fenway park at face value--free food, etc. even had my husband call that a foul ball would come right at us and it did--he is indeed a marvelous creator...

but we were getting stuck on having tickets for the thursday game--and while some tickets were available--none of them seemed right--and so, we decided to just let it ride---that we would either wait in line for tickets or something would come up in the morning...

The day before, at lunch time, my oldest daughter had seared ahi tuna on a salad because she FELT she had been eating poorly and since she has a DELICATE tummy, she wanted to have something HEALTHY==-we talked about seared tuna and how they handle it very carefully because you can easily get FOOD poisoning from poorly handled seafood....

BINGO--dynamic set up....a week before, she had eaten a hamburger that had sat out for a while and then been reheated--and she had a very mild case of food poisoning...then, someone put the seafood and food poisoning thing in her mind...

at the park, we sat in an area where they bring you your food and you order from a menu--the week before, my husband had been given a free legal seafoods clam chowder and had raved about it--S decided she didnt want a meal--only her OWN and FIRST full bowl of clam chowder....Poppi had a few bites, but she ate the whole thing...

the rest is history--or should we say, it was flushed down the toilet...and man did she get sick--but taking her to a strange dr. or hospital in a city that is not her own, only to be given IV fluids and bedrest seemed very upstream to me...so, we are in contact with her favorite dr. by phone, who is monitoring her situation....

and ofcourse, we just happened to be given a suite in this hotel, that has a giant conference table, a seperate bedroom with two big beds and a living room--all at the same rate as a simpler room because when we got here they didnt have our room ready...

So...even though we are currently dealing with the manifestation of my lovely daughter--we are co-=creating a much softer experience--as i type, my younger daughter C is getting ready to go to the pool and jaccuzi with me--Poppi is resting on the couch (he also felt ill from the few bites of clam chowder he had--but he had also been focusing on feeling BAD that he had eaten poorly this week) and i am at my very own conference table typing--while S is sleeping peacefully in the other room with my healing quartz crystal around her neck and homeopathics at the ready...

the universe takes care of its own--Fast moving streams need tending...but always remember, your thoughts can change whatever is coming down the pike and NOTHING is set in stone!

Rock on! :)