very excited!

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Jumpin for JOY--as usual!

Seems like i am always excited these days! Then again, thats what i have been asking for! Excitement, adventure, joy, suprises! It wicked rocks...

Just got back from a wonderful trip to New Hampshire and Rhode Island and got my saved mail from the post office--and in there is a copy of the Abraham-Hicks workshop that I went to with my soul sister Steph! Its awesome to hear the whole workshop, and if i get some time, I may transcribe some of it on here for you all to share with me...what was so great in listening to it was sharing it with my co-creative family team..because the question i asked of Abraham was all about them...i laugh cause my daughters said--mommy, why do you sound so nervous? well DUH! i was conversing with a group of non-physical beings calling source forth for me!!! how cool is that?

Off i go tomorrow to California with my rockin band friends for a little taste of freedom! CANT WAIT! i know its gonna be a GREAT trip...more on the flipside friends! Just remember--dream big--and trust the universe--take those jumps that scare you--cause the ride is wild and its awesome! :)

hugs! ME!

The Roadtrip continues!!!!

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The road just keeps getting better and better~!

Ah, summer's here and the time is right for dancing in the streets! whooo hooo!

So, most of you know that the universe has given my soul family a wonderful opportunity, by supporting us financially for over a year while my popi takes an extended rest from conventional employment. We have been living the dream folks, traveling all over the place--mexico, puerto rico, boston, utah, idaho, virginia, maryland oh goodness me, i cant even remember all of the places its been so many and we have had such fun!

So, the summer months are here and the time to continue traveling with the kids is finite--but thats cool cause there are always weekend trips and adventures in the fall--but we had a ton of ideas of what we wanted to do, a few of which are visit my brother and his wife, visit popi's mom, visit a few old friends up in new england and a friend who has some dis-ease in NH...go see a red sox game with my nephew--go see more redsox games with the family, go see a pawsox game, get a week at a timeshare booked (RCI)...and me go to california to see my favorite band and my dear soulmate sister...

so, at first, these things were just kind of floating around in a bowl of soup so to speak, and then, i got this bright idea after going to the workshop to put everything down on paper as a master plan--on one side of the paper were things we wanted to do--on another were things that were already SET and then other possible things that could fit in...

And we had such fun, looking at the list and moving things from one side to another--kind of like the placemat process...and things JUST kept falling into place...

its not all done--but so far, this weekend we have a rock show by the great south bay, then tuesday--we get to watch the all-star game up at popi's mom's house where we will stay for a few days--visiting our friend who needs a VERY good laugh to refocus where he is--then on to rhode island to see my brother at his new apartment and see a pawsox game on JERSEY DAY! ya, we get a free jersey--and popi found a great hotel deal in beautifully redone downtown providence which i had always wanted to see...come home, pack my bags and head out to california on a flight that will eventually give me a free flight..driving a convertible all over northern california and will possibly get to have a drink with an Abraham friend! And it just so happens on one of the days one of my friends who plays in another band will be playing in the area and we might finally get to see her play! Come home--unpack, rest up--grab my nephew-(my neighbor graciously offered to watch our doggie!)-ship off to boston for a red sox game, come home...get ready to go up to Stowe Vermont to stay in a luxurious 3 bedroom mountainside condo with RCI that is basically FREE because we paid our maintenance on a one bedroom in mexico, but traded for this--its at a 4-1/2 star resort! And it allows us to see friends that live up there and we have plenty of room to invite friends who used to live up there so we can all get together and visit!

When we get back, we still wanna go up to boston for a few red sox games, and since popi is home--we can do that midweek...whooo hooo--so much fun stuff--all falling into place--all completely supported by the universe--MORE PLEASE! the more you ask for=the more you EXPECT...the more it comes--and the more it comes--the more abundance FLOWS to support it...

have fun this summer guys! just livin the dream and roadtrippin through life with the law of attraction!

BE yourself!! REALLY!!!

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You are pure light, and through the focus of your physical perspective, you create a rainbow!

From a very young age, i felt that others wanted me to be different--because i was different from them--sparkly--energetic being that i was--and believe me, it was difficult to put up with their attacks on my energy and beating me down to fit into their tiny little boxes...

I finally realized that i didnt give a crap what anyone thought of me, and i was going to be my FREE, WILD, SEXY, CRAZY, FUN self...no matter what...and life just literally exploded from there...

Along the road=--whenever i started to question myself--or think that i should be like someone else wanted me to be--i have either become ill, been abused in some way, become depressed, had other issues in my life that brought me down etc...VERY STRONG indicators that i was on the wrong path...my inner being wanted me to BE MYSELF...i was here in this incarnation, with this strong personality for a reason--i had chosen to live my life as ME, with all the trappings, and by golly, I wasnt going to water it down for anything!!!

The biggest example of this for me was when i married--a man i truly love--a soul mate--i knew from the moment i met him that he was going to be my husband--and i told everyone about that! lol--but when i married, i listened to my mother and other women in my life about what it meant to be a wife, keep a home, work a job and still take care of everything--and i knew deep down inside that i needed to be FREE, BE LOVE and have fun....

for about 10 years i lost myself--working, having babies, running a home...planting a garden, wearing sweater dresses...(yuck!) and plaid...In the end, i hit the wall with massive lymes disease and had to quit my job and stay home...

it seemed such a setback--but i had to put myself first--and i realize NOW that it was a blessing and a wake up call from the universe, because it allowed ME to do exactly what i was meant to do--be FUN...enjoy life with my girls...motivate kids through scouts--be free to travel--not work and have others give me money....have the freedom to do whatever i want, whenever i want...

and i have done just that...and it has pretty much wicked rocked the whole time! My inner being knew i was wicked cool--and i felt such blessed relief when i discovered the teachings of abraham, which confirmed that we should follow our bliss...others had told me for many years that NO--dont follow your bliss--do for others--do this, do that--but i always knew...and now, i will always honor that!