The TRUTH is always about ME!!!

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What is your truth whispering to you?

Our emotional guidance system is ALWAYS evaluating what we are thinking and comparing it to our personal manifesto (as alex so eloquently put it) that our inner being is vibrating...

and so--when you think a thought and you are feeling GOOD that thought is part of your truth...it is true for you in the physical and it is true for you in the non-physical--and it is a match and it FEELS great and you are at that point in your creative power--your valve is open, your cork is floating, your boat is facing downstream and all is well...

but...

if you are thinking a thought that is NOT in alignment with who you really are--and you are feeling bad--your emotional guidance system will give you a feeling on the scale that shows you EXACTLY how far away you are from alignment with your source--and you see that what you are thinking is NOT your truth...

so, example...

I got dressed this morning--after vibrating that i was a red hot momma and that i had extreme power and magnetism and i was on fire...i put on a pair of capris and a cute top and looked in the mirror with my hair piled willy nilly on my head, curls cascading down and a beautiful crystal on my neck...and i looked and FELT wonderful because my thoughts about ME and my inner beings KNOWING who i really am were in complete alignment...and so, i trotted off to church with my kids--which i use as a time to meditate and be grateful for the universe and also to see my mother...which she loves and i am in alignment wiht that==so its all good.

And i sat down next to her, and i guess the top i chose was not to her liking because she looked at my cleavage and made a face..and i immediately felt badly and my hand went to my breasts and i pulled up the edge of the fabric...i caught myself feeling bad--and i then evaluated the situation...

I know who i am--i dont give a rip what anyone else thinks of me--i know i look good and i was dressing for ME and who i really am--my inner being is in complete alignment with that...but i have old habits and as a child, looked to my mother for approval--and that always felt badly--

why?

because my inner being knows i dont need anyone elses approval to be who i really am--and so, in looking to and reacting to my mother so she can be comfortable with ME, i was "dishonoring" myself and that felt bad...

so...

i took a deep breath--and i focused on being in alignment with my mother and the fun part of her spirit...i focused on her accepting me as i was, and me being ok to show her who i am...

do you know--in less than five minutes, my mother got the giggles...she was also whispering to me in the middle of the sermon and telling silly things to make me laugh and complaining about how long the sermon was and how she wasnt getting anything out of it and how she would rather be out living the day...

we even held hands...

so, i listened to myself--realigned based on the complete knowing that whenever i feel badly its because i am thinking a thought that is not my truth--and i realigned myself and my thoughts to be MY TRUTH with the full knowledge that it is MY thoughts, MY vibration and MY decision to in any given moment powerfully turn my boat around and get back to being ME...

Having your cake...and eating it too!

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Oh the JOY of it! YUMMMMY!

A dear friend asked about the fact that abraham says you have to align with eating something and then, in that feeling of joy it is good for you--but if you dont align with it, it can be bad for you--some of what is said is confusing, and so, she wanted to discuss it--here is what i said...

this is an extremely interesting topic...i will tell you--there were times in my life when i was able to eat whatever i wanted--because i was very active, and i had a high metabolism...and then, i succumbed to the information of REALITY---this is good, this is bad, this is fattening--if you drink too much of this you will be fat, etc. etc...oh, and the belief that as we age, or when we have babies our metabolism will decrease...

and ofcourse, i am living with the results of those beliefs now...and i have spent a lot of time talking with my soul sister about changing those beliefs to be a bit more like what a successfully healthy and slim aber is talking about...aligning with my choices...

but this morning--i sat at a diner with my husband and kids and wanted this delicious omlette and a few pancakes==and all of a sudden i thought--this will make me fat--and that felt bad because i knew in my soul that that didnt have to be my truth--and then i had this AHA moment because two women had sat at the next table and both were downing stacks of pancakes and both were skinny as rails...and i thought--wow--if it is possible for them to eat that, and they were doing so happily--not picking at it, but devouring them...then it is also possible for me...

and i sent off a conscious rocket of desire--I LOVE FOOD--i wish to always enjoy and find pleasure in food...i want to really indulge my senses in this lovely food--and i want to always be in alignment with that--i know i have shot off tons of rockets of desire for a healthy slim body--and i know that is in my vibrational escrow--i have seen that body numerous times, and it has is an amazing body--its still MY body--it is just different in that it is a body that can enjoy all foods whenever and where ever i want and still maintain its fitness...

and so, abe has said in the past that if you SEE that chocolate cake and you WANT it and you say NO< src="http://abetalk.com/images/smilies/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile">