very excited!

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Jumpin for JOY--as usual!

Seems like i am always excited these days! Then again, thats what i have been asking for! Excitement, adventure, joy, suprises! It wicked rocks...

Just got back from a wonderful trip to New Hampshire and Rhode Island and got my saved mail from the post office--and in there is a copy of the Abraham-Hicks workshop that I went to with my soul sister Steph! Its awesome to hear the whole workshop, and if i get some time, I may transcribe some of it on here for you all to share with me...what was so great in listening to it was sharing it with my co-creative family team..because the question i asked of Abraham was all about them...i laugh cause my daughters said--mommy, why do you sound so nervous? well DUH! i was conversing with a group of non-physical beings calling source forth for me!!! how cool is that?

Off i go tomorrow to California with my rockin band friends for a little taste of freedom! CANT WAIT! i know its gonna be a GREAT trip...more on the flipside friends! Just remember--dream big--and trust the universe--take those jumps that scare you--cause the ride is wild and its awesome! :)

hugs! ME!

outta here!

Hi beloved friends! Going up to new england and some time with family away from the computer! see you on the flip side--probably on saturday! Until then, enjoy the trip!!! love you all! me!

The Roadtrip continues!!!!

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The road just keeps getting better and better~!

Ah, summer's here and the time is right for dancing in the streets! whooo hooo!

So, most of you know that the universe has given my soul family a wonderful opportunity, by supporting us financially for over a year while my popi takes an extended rest from conventional employment. We have been living the dream folks, traveling all over the place--mexico, puerto rico, boston, utah, idaho, virginia, maryland oh goodness me, i cant even remember all of the places its been so many and we have had such fun!

So, the summer months are here and the time to continue traveling with the kids is finite--but thats cool cause there are always weekend trips and adventures in the fall--but we had a ton of ideas of what we wanted to do, a few of which are visit my brother and his wife, visit popi's mom, visit a few old friends up in new england and a friend who has some dis-ease in NH...go see a red sox game with my nephew--go see more redsox games with the family, go see a pawsox game, get a week at a timeshare booked (RCI)...and me go to california to see my favorite band and my dear soulmate sister...

so, at first, these things were just kind of floating around in a bowl of soup so to speak, and then, i got this bright idea after going to the workshop to put everything down on paper as a master plan--on one side of the paper were things we wanted to do--on another were things that were already SET and then other possible things that could fit in...

And we had such fun, looking at the list and moving things from one side to another--kind of like the placemat process...and things JUST kept falling into place...

its not all done--but so far, this weekend we have a rock show by the great south bay, then tuesday--we get to watch the all-star game up at popi's mom's house where we will stay for a few days--visiting our friend who needs a VERY good laugh to refocus where he is--then on to rhode island to see my brother at his new apartment and see a pawsox game on JERSEY DAY! ya, we get a free jersey--and popi found a great hotel deal in beautifully redone downtown providence which i had always wanted to see...come home, pack my bags and head out to california on a flight that will eventually give me a free flight..driving a convertible all over northern california and will possibly get to have a drink with an Abraham friend! And it just so happens on one of the days one of my friends who plays in another band will be playing in the area and we might finally get to see her play! Come home--unpack, rest up--grab my nephew-(my neighbor graciously offered to watch our doggie!)-ship off to boston for a red sox game, come home...get ready to go up to Stowe Vermont to stay in a luxurious 3 bedroom mountainside condo with RCI that is basically FREE because we paid our maintenance on a one bedroom in mexico, but traded for this--its at a 4-1/2 star resort! And it allows us to see friends that live up there and we have plenty of room to invite friends who used to live up there so we can all get together and visit!

When we get back, we still wanna go up to boston for a few red sox games, and since popi is home--we can do that midweek...whooo hooo--so much fun stuff--all falling into place--all completely supported by the universe--MORE PLEASE! the more you ask for=the more you EXPECT...the more it comes--and the more it comes--the more abundance FLOWS to support it...

have fun this summer guys! just livin the dream and roadtrippin through life with the law of attraction!

Getting what YOU deserve....

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The treasure will come when you KNOW you deserve it!

Expectation is KEY to why some people can manifest while others have a limited conscious ability...

in fact, abraham said that expectation--which is belief mixed with hope--is the perfect place to BE if you want to step right smack into the middle of your vibrational escrow...

The deservability part is also interesting because many people have lived their whole lives knowing that they can do a certain thing--like be thin...because they were "born that way" while others for some reason forget that its all about the vibration and they start to think they "cant" be thin...or rich, or happy--etc...so, here, the work is closing your vibrational gap between what your soul KNOWS you deserve, which is EVERYTHING, and what you in the physical think you deserve...

it would probably bear fruit to do a bit of conscious emotional scale climbing on this matter...it would feel so very good and get yourself into alignment with a lot of issues...

I am where i am, and its perfectly ok
I can see that i have received many gifts from the universe, and for that i am truly thankful
I can also see that other people, of all shapes and sizes and races and cultures have also received gifts from the universe
They are the same as me--we are all one--all human, all born naked and all die
Some are born into wealth
Some into poverty
Some into health
Some into illness
But some who are born into one situation, rise above it
Some who have little gain a lot
Some who are ill gain health
Some who are sad, gain happiness
And if it is possible for others to gain what they desire, then it is possible for ME to gain what i desire!
If they, who live their lives in many diverse ways can feel deserving of the wonderful good things in live--then so can I
I know i am source energy
I know source energy surrounds me
I know that I am a beloved child of the universe and the universe wants to shower every gift imaginable on me...
I know that all i have to do is feel that i deserve these things and they will be mine
I am a good person, I like myself, I love myself, I am worthy--and i deserve what i wish for...
and its all there--waiting for me! every dream i have ever dreamed! every desire i have ever held--and one by one, as i believe i deserve them--they are coming popping into my life--how delicious is that?

ASK...then get out of the WAY!

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Place your order--then RELAX~!

A dear friend asked about asking....in relation to law of attraction...we tend to get STUCK in the asking for something over and over again and do not see it manifest into our lives--the important things (well, important to US) seem to keep us in the asking phase, when we need to be more in the allowing phase--this is what i said to him....

The gist of that conversation really is that the more you are ASKING--you are in alignment with ONLY the asking phase of the law of attraction--its a three step phase! ask, allow, manifest...

and so, USUALLY you are experiencing contrast...and you are unconsciously asking for things to be different--for when you see that which you do not want--you are automatically offering a vibration for that which you do want! You can refine it by asking in a conscious way--but the universe then needs to do its work--it already agreed with you the minute you sent off your "order" and if you keep tapping it on its shoulder and asking for the order again and again and again--you are not coming into alignment with the belief that it is coming--that its already there--you are only coming into alignment with the ASKING...

so, as when you order a pizza--you ask once...and then you KNOW that its coming--you dont call back again and again to check on things...unless ofcourse, you want to change your order--and so, you REFINE your asking...and then you believe its there....

and then it is--because you asked--you trusted--and you aligned with its coming by feeling good and finding joy and just basically forgetting about the whole thing...

How easy is it for me to go out of this house and ask for things that dont really matter to me? easy as PIE...i can go out the door and say--i am going to see 3 blue jays on my walk--and sure as shooting, i will see them...because i asked and then i got into alignment with the joy of being outside--and then when those blue jays come, its just delicious...

The work here--if there is any work--is understanding that this is how the universe responds to us--when we ASK, the universe has already agreed with that wanting--and lined up with that wanting and created that thing, action, event, person--in your future vibrational escrow--its there--99% complete...but vibrating JUST a bit too high to be in your world on a permanent basis, but at that point, you might see signs that you are aligning--"driftwood" as abraham would call it--that things are lining up--and you are closing the vibrational gap between where YOU are and where your THING is...

and when you RELEASE all your resistance (your reasons, thoughts, feelings that are not a vibrational match for this manifestation...) the things vibration slows--and your vibration rises and thus--as all good physics students know--the matter becomes a solid! it manifests...its there--and if you keep your vibration high--its there to STAY!!!! you feel joy--but you also feel as though this was the next logical step...and then, guess what? you start WANTING something else--because you are a being that loves to create~! its not about the creations my friend! its about the creating! its so delicious--so joyful and so fulfilling--you do it all your life--and you get to come back again and again to do it some more from a different life perspective!

So, ask--get into a place where you are asking for something from a position of gratefulness and that this new THING is really gravy, or icing on the cake--and then stop asking and start living...in joy--in silliness--in any way that distracts you from that asking...and look how fast its gonna flood into you!

there ya go--as basic as pie! with flaky crust!

On the joys of anticipation....

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When you truly enjoy the waiting...your heart soars!

Ah, the deliciousness of anticipation! Yes, my dear friend, that is the joy of it...
It is never the destination--it is the ride that is the pleasure of this life...the fun planning, imagining, creating, desiring...this is why after the fact--after the trip--after the event--there is a letdown--because the desiring is over in that moment--the event is complete--the thing is there--laying before you...the next logical step has been taken--its here...now WHAT???

When friends ask me why i am not more material in my desires, and focus mostly on experiential things, adventures, etc. I tell them that it is so simple to desire a thing--and manifest it--and then WHAT? where as, for me, with adventures, and trips and suprises, there is so much variation and spontaneousness in what could happen, that it gives another dimension to the journey--the unknown of it is so delicious--the anticipation and the imagining it and the pre-paving it and the intending of it is so much more indulgent and fulfilling to me personally than merely wanting this shiny copper kettle or this new microwave...not that wanting material things arent delicious--they are...but when you get fully into the idea that the CREATING and the MANIFESTING is all about the anticipation, wanting and desire--you wanna play that out to the fullest!

when you can BE, DO, or have anything you desire--when you fully know that what you think about you attract--when you fully know that you are here in the physical as an eternal being and you never get it done, and you cant get it wrong...and you can come here again and again and again...you learn to love that time buffer to manifestation...you truly enjoy that waiting time--knowing full well that what you desire is there for you--its just teasing you--and that feels oooh sooo good!

focused co-creation! lets build a castle!

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Is the castle we want to create TOGETHER the same in both our minds?

Abraham often talks about it being just as easy to manifest a button as it is to manifest a castle...a friend of mine asked me recently if a whole group of people focused on manifesting a castle--would it manifest faster than if one person focused on it? Here is my response to him...

well, what do you see of this castle?

tell me the description that you feel is accurate to you for your castle...

tell me the feelings you have when you think of this castle...

tell me who is there at the castle--describe in intimate detail what is occurring at this castle..

tell me where this castle is--what land surrounds it...what water is present there...what grows in the ground around it...

we could focus on the Essence of castle-but our contradictory visions would cancel out the vibrations--we could each decide to agree with your vision--we could each decide to support your vision as if this is your manifestation and we are adding vibrational boost to it--

or we could each create our own castle..

a word here my friend--unless the people who are co-creating are in complete vibrational alignment with that which they wish to create--unless the vision is shared in detail and decided upons--unless the essence is felt in the same way--adding energy and SPEED to a situation does nothing in the way of boosting a manifestation over the wall--this is why groups of people often get quagmired in their desires to create something--they are not clear on the intent...this is why REAL change in the world takes almost a full generation to occur--because older members of the generation hold a different view of the world-while younger members hold and expanded view based on different desires (you have heard of the generation gap--its REAL and its vibrational...)

what is our mutual intent here?--in a group, a common essence should be discussed, refined, discussed and agreed upon--just as in any focusing on desire...decide on that--and we can create miracles!

law of attraction works every time...no exceptions!

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Sparky has an amazing guardian angel!
The UNIVERSE!!!

I need to write this down here as a reminder to me--a strong reminder that the law of attraction is always working...what you are thinking about you get--what you are vibrating you get--and it was never more powerfully indicated to me than tonight---but this story started yesterday...

A little background--i live in a nice suburban neighborhood--and i have two neighbors whom we interact with more than others--when the kids were little, they used to hang out with the one across the street--and the mom always hoped that my sam would be with her jon--but as time passed--her jon grew away from where sam was at, and she started hanging out with my other neighbors son--dan...and so, we, as families do when their kids are hanging out--started hanging out with them more...but those two families had some animosity because the boys had scuffled once and dan had to have stitches...so, a grudge was held--but thats not my pie--and i looked for vibrational ways to be in alignment with both families...

yesterday--dans dad and dan walked my daughter home after watching a movie--she had called earlier to say she was gonna be a bit late--and while that hit me as a big NO--she pleaded and i said ok...so, she walked to the door at about 10:15pm--and i said--where is dan and his dad--and she said--they waited at the end of the driveway (they ALWAYS come up the walk--they never wait at the bottom)...and so--i went outside and yelled--thanks guys! and they said night!

two minutes later i hear the doorbell--and its bri--and he says--turn on the outside light please--and i do-thinking dan had lost his cell phone--and i see my little bestest doggie friend sparky literally covered in blood...and i fall into my vibration of healer--dan is having a fit--bri is trembling and havinhg a fit=--and i pointed to sam, my daugther==get towels--which i immediately applied to the gaping wound in his chest--pointed to dan--call your mom--get her here which she did--pete was out at this point getting a pizza, so i told the girls to call him as well-but he had left his cell phone at home--

sparky is a papillon--a small dog--but full of life--i sensed him--and his energy at that moment--and knew that while he was in intense pain--he was wanting to stay physical...what happened was--as they were walking down the street--a HUGE dog had pounced on him--picked him up and shook him like a rag doll--brian started kicking the dog and finally nailed him in the crotch and he dropped the puppy and walked to his driveway--bri then realized that this dog was indeed my neighbors dog--which is a huge pitbull roteweiler mix...he didnt even realize he had done something wrong--as his owners always allow him to pull apart stuffed animals...

Realizing that this dog was losing blood very fast--i had my daughter look up the number to the emergency vet--and i offered to drive him with his mom to the clinic--at this point, my other neighbors came over and realized what had happened and they were distraught--i remember feeling a bit of panic rising in my chest because i could feel my friends hating on each other so much--and then, i decided it didnt matter how they felt--all i cared about was my vibration--and i focused on my deep feelings and eternal nature as a healer and i grabbed my keys and we hit the road--he almost died twice on the way to the vets--but we managed to tussle him into responding...

He had to have massive surgery--and this morning looked like a ticket stub with perforations all the way around his shoulder girdle with a neck collar on...i was able to soothe a lot of negativity in both families as acting as go between--one family angry about their puppy, the other realizing that this dog they had could no longer stay in their home....

tonight--we went back over to our friends house to visit with sparky--and my girlfriend says to me--did bri tell you the cat story? and i said no--so brian tells me that as he was walking sami and dan and sparky to our house--a cat bolted in front of them--and brian remembered their last dog--a HUGE husky--and said to dan and sam--if that had been jake (their other dog) he would have grabbed that cat and shook him to death...

less than 5 minutes later--the same thing happened to sparky...ofcourse i didnt point it out to him because he wouldnt have been able to hear me...but it was a STRONG reminder to me--if you find yourself focusing on somethign that you KNOW you dont want to happen--immediately refocus and tell a different story...

what is also interesting about this story--is my other friends now have to get rid of this dog that they only got because their lovely lab of 15 years had passed on--they wanted another lab, but took the only dog in the animal league that the league would LET them adopt because they had a child under five--they have had massive behavioral issues with this dog--and this ofcourse was the last straw...just yesterday--before this happened--a dear friend of mine asked me if i knew of anyone who would want a lab puppy--i said=-well, i knew of someone who did--but they have another dog now...she said--well its up at cape cod--so if you can think of anyone else--let me know...

my neighbors will be leaving for cape cod for a month tomorrow....

i told them about the dog--and they said they would visit him...

the universe takes all our thoughts--all our vibrations--all our vibrational escrow is in this big pot of stew--remember that before you dip your spoon in.....for good or ill law of attraction works--every time...no exception--in this case,,i think in the long run--after the stitches come out--and the fences have been mended--all will be well...

when discouragement on LOA sets in....

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Don't pull your hair out! Relax and allow!

when abraham said you can have be or do anything, they never said--immediately--

they said to work up the scale--and you cant truely work up the scale instantly or you are lying to yourself! I have even been guilty of trying to work up the scale too fast--and like a car out of alignment--if i havent done the aligning FIRST--more speed isnt going to get me anything.

You have a right to the way you feel--you have a right to choose whatever thought you want--but let me tell you something truely--what you vibrate is what you get...remember that--and if you are getting crap--you are vibrating somewhere in that region--and the law of attraction works every time...no questions asked on that one...

if you havent been getting wealth--something in your vibration is holding you apart from it--but thats OK--because the more contrast you have--the more rockets of desire you dump into your vibrational escrow--and it seems to me that you are stockpiling a LOT in there....

one day-not today-not tomorrow--probably not even in the next year--you, young one, will find yourself looking back to this time--and you will say--wow--i have come so far, i have experienced so many things--i have loved life--and i have hated life--i have loved what is happening and i have hated what is happening--but i have grown...and now i know what i know--and thats a good thing--and all those challenges and contrasts and difficulties have made me who i am now--and that is a blessing...

i aint gonna be one of those wise elders who tell you that you are going through what we all went through and it will make you strong...cause your soul already knows that--but you have one benefit that most of us didnt have...you are living consciously--you KNOW you can choose--you know how it works...and that puts you miles ahead of where i was at your age...

big hugs--get mad, enjoy the feeling--because anger is far and away better than feeling hopeless....good things are coming to you--i feel it--i also know that you tell a story that is not always to your best advantage...that is where your work lays--you cannot expect miracles when you are bogged down in the mundane of what is...i tell this to you with love--because i do care about you--and i know you will get to where you want to be...

When the warm fuzzies of LOA grate on ya.....

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When focusing on LOA makes you feel like this....

hello blessed one! so glad to see you here! that wasnt a co-incidence....you want to believe in loa--you want to move so fast to joy and feeling good and having all these things--but your life experience is giving you something different--what we expect and what we manifest are always a match--and sometimes we arent even aware of what vibrations we are putting out--and when others tell us HOW to do it--and we see the magnitude of processes available to us--it can just piss us off--

you are where you are....you are feeling what you are feeling--abraham said something to me this weekend that made me realize a thing or two....trying to MOVE too fast when you are out of alignment--adding speed to a car that is "out of alignment" only makes things worse and your feelings are going to be worse...

so...lets take the focus off the story that you are now telling--and lets try and find a tiny bit of relief....why dont we focus on YOU--because you are important--

I know i am where i am....and thats OK
I know i have emotions that tell me quite a few things...but the most important thing they are telling me is whether what i am looking at is MY TRUTH--or its not my truth....and it also tells me that there is a gap between where i am in the physical and what i have BECOME in my vibrational escrow...

and that pisses me off sometimes--and it gets me MAD that others are always trying to tell me to work up the emotional guidance scale so i can BE who is in my vibrational escrow...

and the reason that pisses me off is because i FEEL/think--=that i am NOT ready to be that person. I am not ready to align (beating the drum of where you are)...

But thats OK because the more i focus ONLY on what i know i have in my vibrational escrow--and the more i use my guidance not to pinpoint myself on the scale and see which is up or down--but only to see whether what i am observing is my TRUTH or not my TRUTH--then in any given moment, i can honestly know what is right for me...

we arent even gonna speak about joy--because that is such a huge leap--we are gonna speak about truth for me or not truth for me....and when I feel that something is not my truth--i am gonna stop--take a breath and try to formulate in my mind what in that very moment is my truth/...

and i am going to do that breath by breath if i have to....and i am going to let go of any expectations other than feeling in the now momemt that i am breathing--and that i am confident in my ability to know what my truth is...

hugs! just breathe....and follow your truth...and eventually--after you have breathed enough--and followed your truth enough--you will find that it has led you...to joy....it doesnt matter how long that takes--it doesnt matter what path you take--because you are never finished, and you never get it all done and you Cant get it wrong!!! so...just breathe...and be...and follow your truth...and your path will be YOURS....and yours alone....and thats such a good thing...

I know....

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We are all spiritual sculpture

i know where i am...

i know where i have been...

i know where i am going...

I know that i am more than this wonderful physical body...i am spirit, having a physical experience...i know that i have had hundreds of bodies--and still i have grown..and still i have expanded...no matter what body i had--i was always pure spirit--pure love--pure upliftment...pure joy...the physical mechanism matters not--its the trip--the growth, the travel, the fun...

my body is capable of so much--i know that...i am blessed by its abilities--its subtleties, its joys--its feelings...its activities...the blood running through it...

I know all i can be--and i know i am beautiful, I have seen my true body--the body that is in alignment with who i really am...and i will focus on that beautiful body--on that body that knows exactly what to do, how to be, that powerful body that can be, do or have anything it wants and still stay in alignment--and still evolve--bringing me to higher and higher levels of joy...

whoo hooo! now that feels GREAT!!!