On the joys of anticipation....

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When you truly enjoy the waiting...your heart soars!

Ah, the deliciousness of anticipation! Yes, my dear friend, that is the joy of it...
It is never the destination--it is the ride that is the pleasure of this life...the fun planning, imagining, creating, desiring...this is why after the fact--after the trip--after the event--there is a letdown--because the desiring is over in that moment--the event is complete--the thing is there--laying before you...the next logical step has been taken--its here...now WHAT???

When friends ask me why i am not more material in my desires, and focus mostly on experiential things, adventures, etc. I tell them that it is so simple to desire a thing--and manifest it--and then WHAT? where as, for me, with adventures, and trips and suprises, there is so much variation and spontaneousness in what could happen, that it gives another dimension to the journey--the unknown of it is so delicious--the anticipation and the imagining it and the pre-paving it and the intending of it is so much more indulgent and fulfilling to me personally than merely wanting this shiny copper kettle or this new microwave...not that wanting material things arent delicious--they are...but when you get fully into the idea that the CREATING and the MANIFESTING is all about the anticipation, wanting and desire--you wanna play that out to the fullest!

when you can BE, DO, or have anything you desire--when you fully know that what you think about you attract--when you fully know that you are here in the physical as an eternal being and you never get it done, and you cant get it wrong...and you can come here again and again and again...you learn to love that time buffer to manifestation...you truly enjoy that waiting time--knowing full well that what you desire is there for you--its just teasing you--and that feels oooh sooo good!