Teachers who led me to me....a bit of a struggle..

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Readin into things...is different for each student on the spiritual path

i have a pretty funny story to tell on this...

years ago, someone gave me the conversations with god book by neale donald walsch and i loved it--because it was so irreverant and different from my religious teachings--i wasnt in the least bit seeking spiritual expansion--i had enough work talking to my IB already--my whole family is that way...people ask questions, we answer...but would stop short of saying we were prophetic...more like really good at intuition...

and then, someone recommended louis hay--because i had had a health issue--and through her i got involved in chakras, and i realized i was already seeing energy--and reading energy through vibration and palmistry...and most of my personal life and beliefs were based on if it feels good do it--and the future is not set--we make it ourselves...and WE ARE GOD...

and then, someone told me about the secret--and i viewed it--and pretty much dismissed the whole thing, except esther moved me to tears! i didnt know she was channeling--i just KNEW I KNEW HER! and i knew she was part of me...i then went to look up the abe stuff==and heard the whole story--i have only read deliberate intent and ask and it is given==i skimmed power of emotions--and then, i stopped reading because i was getting so much more interacting online with folks regarding the teachings...i am going to my first workshop this coming weekend--i cant wait...

but i couldnt read seth--put it down--couldnt read dyer==put it down--couldnt read canfield--put it down--couldnt read hawkins or tolle...and it was frustrating for me because everyone was reading these books and getting stuff out of them--and i just couldnt...

and finally i realized, i didnt even want to read Abe!!! while i love abe--abe only confirms for me that my own inner voice is the only one i need...and while that is well and good for me and it is my pie--others have a different, richly delicious and perfect pie for them