BE yourself!! REALLY!!!

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You are pure light, and through the focus of your physical perspective, you create a rainbow!

From a very young age, i felt that others wanted me to be different--because i was different from them--sparkly--energetic being that i was--and believe me, it was difficult to put up with their attacks on my energy and beating me down to fit into their tiny little boxes...

I finally realized that i didnt give a crap what anyone thought of me, and i was going to be my FREE, WILD, SEXY, CRAZY, FUN self...no matter what...and life just literally exploded from there...

Along the road=--whenever i started to question myself--or think that i should be like someone else wanted me to be--i have either become ill, been abused in some way, become depressed, had other issues in my life that brought me down etc...VERY STRONG indicators that i was on the wrong path...my inner being wanted me to BE MYSELF...i was here in this incarnation, with this strong personality for a reason--i had chosen to live my life as ME, with all the trappings, and by golly, I wasnt going to water it down for anything!!!

The biggest example of this for me was when i married--a man i truly love--a soul mate--i knew from the moment i met him that he was going to be my husband--and i told everyone about that! lol--but when i married, i listened to my mother and other women in my life about what it meant to be a wife, keep a home, work a job and still take care of everything--and i knew deep down inside that i needed to be FREE, BE LOVE and have fun....

for about 10 years i lost myself--working, having babies, running a home...planting a garden, wearing sweater dresses...(yuck!) and plaid...In the end, i hit the wall with massive lymes disease and had to quit my job and stay home...

it seemed such a setback--but i had to put myself first--and i realize NOW that it was a blessing and a wake up call from the universe, because it allowed ME to do exactly what i was meant to do--be FUN...enjoy life with my girls...motivate kids through scouts--be free to travel--not work and have others give me money....have the freedom to do whatever i want, whenever i want...

and i have done just that...and it has pretty much wicked rocked the whole time! My inner being knew i was wicked cool--and i felt such blessed relief when i discovered the teachings of abraham, which confirmed that we should follow our bliss...others had told me for many years that NO--dont follow your bliss--do for others--do this, do that--but i always knew...and now, i will always honor that!