What if...things were different?

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We are all one in the spiritual, but sometimes walk alone in the physical

my live is fucking AMAZING--no question about it--but some people started to talk about the dynamic of selfishness in relationship to being IN relationships and existing IN society as opposed to really living on the cutting edge with your vibration alone.

my thought was more theoretical than that...What if, i took everything that abraham teaches at face value and completely VIBED 100% freedom in a relationship--100% independance of those in my soul group whom i birthed--100% UN-conditional love for all in my life--100% free-will/choice in all matters being 100% selfish....

And my answer to that thought was--well, i couldnt be vibrating where i am with who i am with and Have all those things without an INTENSE amount of work on my own part to maintain my vibration...

And so--the answer is this--i dont really WANT to be there...i want to be HERE--and i made the choices i made to BE where i am, knowing full well that i was giving up some part of my own personal freedom...

there are days when i do daydream of living in a city filled with millions of people, living in a nice apartment all for myself--interacting socially and sexually with whomever tickles my vibrational fancy--having independant means to do whatever i want when every i want with no strings attached to anyone...

and for about 23 minutes--that feels good...

and then, i think of all i would miss out on--my babies growing up--my lovely husband and i sharing an intimate afternoon in bed--us rocking out at a concert--us partying with friends...Us screaming at the television when our team is winning--my birds, my cats, my dog, my house, my garden, my art studio, my ballet barre....

You either choose to exist in society and make a niche for yourself with those as close to vibrational alignment as possible--or you choose to exist outside of society and hug your vibration...atleast that has been the observations that i have made in my long life..


Maybe the rockets of desire have been sent off for a future where we are all freer to do as we please and others will understand that and want that for us...

its an interesting and complicated debate

wow!

its been a long time since i posted on my blog! sorry! living life to the fullest ofcourse--hope you all are too--will be intending to put up more fresh material in the coming days--in the process of getting vibrationally and physically "organized"==its an exciting process! love you all! me

hello my lovelies!

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You all know how i love roadtrippin-but its better when the road is this beautiful!

Just checking in with you all--its summer and you should know that i am going to be in and out, blogging will be minimal, as living life is maximal! Oh what FUN i have been having--its totally insane! California was a trip and a half! Yes, they lost my luggage, but it kept us from being in the Fire zone...everything happens for a reason!

I love spending time with my best friend and soul sister and just cruising the world in a top down convertible...we even have incognito names that i wont even share with YOU...we let our freak flag fly--and our joy just bubbles over as our freedom soars! Such joy and mischief is pure bliss! If you are gonna feel that good, then do it on coastal route one above monterey bay--from santa cruz to pacifica, its one of the most beautiful rides imaginable! You might even run into the ghost of a motorcyclist! we did--!

Now we are preparing to set off to go to vermont for a week--and all these little things keep falling into place to show me that LOA is working in my life--WE got tickets to tonights red sox game, and it will be the FIRST game wihtout manny ramirez=--historical stuff--just like when he hit his 500th home run-we were there--just like when david ortiz made his rehab start with the paw sox--we were there--baseball has been very very good to us! :)

Then we got this great timeshare in stowe--and called some friends in burlington that we havent seen since last summer--seems they are moving to nova scotia in 3 weeks and we would have missed them--but no--we get to hang, and since they already gave their notice--we get to hang for a nice long while!

Life is good! Oh, and if you havent read them--please share my guilty pleasure with me! Stephenie Meyers Twilight series--the new book comes out tomorrow--oh, the sheer delightful erotic yearning is indulgent and simply divine! Oh baby, i needed that!

Hugs all--just keep livin the dream! alex

very excited!

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Jumpin for JOY--as usual!

Seems like i am always excited these days! Then again, thats what i have been asking for! Excitement, adventure, joy, suprises! It wicked rocks...

Just got back from a wonderful trip to New Hampshire and Rhode Island and got my saved mail from the post office--and in there is a copy of the Abraham-Hicks workshop that I went to with my soul sister Steph! Its awesome to hear the whole workshop, and if i get some time, I may transcribe some of it on here for you all to share with me...what was so great in listening to it was sharing it with my co-creative family team..because the question i asked of Abraham was all about them...i laugh cause my daughters said--mommy, why do you sound so nervous? well DUH! i was conversing with a group of non-physical beings calling source forth for me!!! how cool is that?

Off i go tomorrow to California with my rockin band friends for a little taste of freedom! CANT WAIT! i know its gonna be a GREAT trip...more on the flipside friends! Just remember--dream big--and trust the universe--take those jumps that scare you--cause the ride is wild and its awesome! :)

hugs! ME!

outta here!

Hi beloved friends! Going up to new england and some time with family away from the computer! see you on the flip side--probably on saturday! Until then, enjoy the trip!!! love you all! me!

The Roadtrip continues!!!!

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The road just keeps getting better and better~!

Ah, summer's here and the time is right for dancing in the streets! whooo hooo!

So, most of you know that the universe has given my soul family a wonderful opportunity, by supporting us financially for over a year while my popi takes an extended rest from conventional employment. We have been living the dream folks, traveling all over the place--mexico, puerto rico, boston, utah, idaho, virginia, maryland oh goodness me, i cant even remember all of the places its been so many and we have had such fun!

So, the summer months are here and the time to continue traveling with the kids is finite--but thats cool cause there are always weekend trips and adventures in the fall--but we had a ton of ideas of what we wanted to do, a few of which are visit my brother and his wife, visit popi's mom, visit a few old friends up in new england and a friend who has some dis-ease in NH...go see a red sox game with my nephew--go see more redsox games with the family, go see a pawsox game, get a week at a timeshare booked (RCI)...and me go to california to see my favorite band and my dear soulmate sister...

so, at first, these things were just kind of floating around in a bowl of soup so to speak, and then, i got this bright idea after going to the workshop to put everything down on paper as a master plan--on one side of the paper were things we wanted to do--on another were things that were already SET and then other possible things that could fit in...

And we had such fun, looking at the list and moving things from one side to another--kind of like the placemat process...and things JUST kept falling into place...

its not all done--but so far, this weekend we have a rock show by the great south bay, then tuesday--we get to watch the all-star game up at popi's mom's house where we will stay for a few days--visiting our friend who needs a VERY good laugh to refocus where he is--then on to rhode island to see my brother at his new apartment and see a pawsox game on JERSEY DAY! ya, we get a free jersey--and popi found a great hotel deal in beautifully redone downtown providence which i had always wanted to see...come home, pack my bags and head out to california on a flight that will eventually give me a free flight..driving a convertible all over northern california and will possibly get to have a drink with an Abraham friend! And it just so happens on one of the days one of my friends who plays in another band will be playing in the area and we might finally get to see her play! Come home--unpack, rest up--grab my nephew-(my neighbor graciously offered to watch our doggie!)-ship off to boston for a red sox game, come home...get ready to go up to Stowe Vermont to stay in a luxurious 3 bedroom mountainside condo with RCI that is basically FREE because we paid our maintenance on a one bedroom in mexico, but traded for this--its at a 4-1/2 star resort! And it allows us to see friends that live up there and we have plenty of room to invite friends who used to live up there so we can all get together and visit!

When we get back, we still wanna go up to boston for a few red sox games, and since popi is home--we can do that midweek...whooo hooo--so much fun stuff--all falling into place--all completely supported by the universe--MORE PLEASE! the more you ask for=the more you EXPECT...the more it comes--and the more it comes--the more abundance FLOWS to support it...

have fun this summer guys! just livin the dream and roadtrippin through life with the law of attraction!

Getting what YOU deserve....

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The treasure will come when you KNOW you deserve it!

Expectation is KEY to why some people can manifest while others have a limited conscious ability...

in fact, abraham said that expectation--which is belief mixed with hope--is the perfect place to BE if you want to step right smack into the middle of your vibrational escrow...

The deservability part is also interesting because many people have lived their whole lives knowing that they can do a certain thing--like be thin...because they were "born that way" while others for some reason forget that its all about the vibration and they start to think they "cant" be thin...or rich, or happy--etc...so, here, the work is closing your vibrational gap between what your soul KNOWS you deserve, which is EVERYTHING, and what you in the physical think you deserve...

it would probably bear fruit to do a bit of conscious emotional scale climbing on this matter...it would feel so very good and get yourself into alignment with a lot of issues...

I am where i am, and its perfectly ok
I can see that i have received many gifts from the universe, and for that i am truly thankful
I can also see that other people, of all shapes and sizes and races and cultures have also received gifts from the universe
They are the same as me--we are all one--all human, all born naked and all die
Some are born into wealth
Some into poverty
Some into health
Some into illness
But some who are born into one situation, rise above it
Some who have little gain a lot
Some who are ill gain health
Some who are sad, gain happiness
And if it is possible for others to gain what they desire, then it is possible for ME to gain what i desire!
If they, who live their lives in many diverse ways can feel deserving of the wonderful good things in live--then so can I
I know i am source energy
I know source energy surrounds me
I know that I am a beloved child of the universe and the universe wants to shower every gift imaginable on me...
I know that all i have to do is feel that i deserve these things and they will be mine
I am a good person, I like myself, I love myself, I am worthy--and i deserve what i wish for...
and its all there--waiting for me! every dream i have ever dreamed! every desire i have ever held--and one by one, as i believe i deserve them--they are coming popping into my life--how delicious is that?